I felt so sorry to my blog..
It seem like I will only update once or twice in a year.
and of course, the must update it, is when Christmas is around the corner~!
*wow, time flies huh? Hehe*

Anyway, if you are following my blog from the beginning, you will know that Christmas is a season where I will contribute myself towards and yeees, I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!! =D

The reason I love it? Hmmm~
It's going to finish a terrible year? NO!
Waiting for presents? NO!
Great time for shopping? NO!
Chinese New Year is near? NO NO NO!

The reason is, it's my 9th years old birthday for 2011..
Many of you might be thinking, eh Yvonne, I thought your birthday is on 18/7? And you are older than 9 right?
Yea, you are right, that's the day I was born. But I baptist when I was in 13th years old. In Christianity, when a person has already baptist, this means he/she is a new born child in Jesus name.

Well, I was a lost lamb before. a terrible terrible lost lamb! And I clarify again: 'LOST' and 'BEFORE', which means already become past tense. I was arrogant, bad temper and many many more bad habits. Thanks God, he never give up on me. He always remember me when I forgotten him! Thanks to my mom for bringing me back to church.. Thanks to her who never give up praying for me, and now I can stand firmly and declare: Satan, in the name of Jesus, you can't touch me because I am God's precious daughter from now until forever!

This is so sad when people is thinking, 'Christmas? Oh, is celebrating Santa Claus ma~ who cares anyway, as long as I can go club to enjoy myself.'
Dear God, please bless these people with your mercy.

I am here to say that CHRISTMAS DAY is not celebrating SANTA CLAUS!! Yes, it is not!!! It's a season for all of us to share God's love for those who don't know God yet. If you are a non-Christian and you are reading until here, I will say, God is blessing you all the way until you finish reading this article. God love you! Yes, he does~

The only way I can find a real happiness is not from money! The only way I can find peace is not from how good is the police or security are! The only way I can find hope is not from wishing well! I found all these when my relationship with God is getting closer and closer. *praise the Lord!* I worked so hard for the past few years, I saved a lot of money but at the end? It will only making my life sucks.. When theft broken in my house and there is only me alone, God saved me.. Police only came after the theft ran off 45mins.. I went through a lot of so called miracle and I know, God is always be with me whenever I need him, he never forget me. How amazing is the Lord~~!

Many people having a high qualification in certificate or working experience. But God is not looking all these. When you serve him, he is looking in your sincerity, how much do you love him. I am now starting to serve God and yea, learning humble from other brother and sister. We are not looking for a PhD cert or degree, we are looking for ur heart..

Christmas is coming in just few days..
I am joining my church caroling tomorrow.. I join not because of I love singing is I want to tell people about God's love. I am preparing myself to welcome God, how about you?

Wishing you a merry christmas ahead and may God bless you! =)





Love,
Yvonne

These few days, was planning to update (oh wait! or perhaps I should use share something) through the blog. As my previous blog mentioned, I've been moving my blog to wretch. But due to I forgotten my user ID and password, therefore, I am back here~ haha, I am thinking that I got a short-term lost memory.. XD

My life is good~ Working plus Studying plus part time job, that's my daily routine. I believe this is what many people are doing out there everyday just for living.. Can't deny that it is a tiring thing, but take a rest and you can move it better. Always set a target so that it can motivate you to do thing efficiency and keep improving.

I will try to enjoy my life to the max. because time past will never comes back. Read back few of my previous posts, I felt I was so silly at that moment. And I promised, it wont happen anymore. I will share each of my colourful moment and things to everyone! Have a wonderful weekends ahead~ Cheers!

Well~~

* pretend that I am still having some readers, hehe! "

Just a quick and simple notice here:

I am moving my blog back to wretch!

the new address will be- http://www.wretch.cc/blog/yvonnechew07

So, see u guys there~~~

Bye Blogger... :)

Every time when I am having the mood to update my blog, sure I will face some interrupts..
Borrow the maxis broadband to my aunt for few days..
then when I get my broadband, open my laptop, login my blogger account,
:"evon, bring me here, then there.."
so turn up?
now, no matter what,
I need to update finish.. :)

So many things happened within a week..
my mood is like up and down, down and up..
reality is always so cruel..
we just can't do anything,
what we can do now is, leave everything to God..
God, please lead the way!! :(
Working in a restaurant,
facing so many betrayers is actually very heartache,
especially the one who pay for it..
one thing I have learned,
face the reality and accept it!
human's power is limited,
therefore, we can't think of changing others,
if we wanna change others, first, we need to have some changes, be a good example..
these days, two bosses become chef,
mom is helping in the kitchen,
grandma helping me at the bar..
Nemo, helping me serve customer, take order, deliver food and wash those plates..
one thing I really very appreciate and be grateful is,
Nemo is here, so at least, I still can walk, can jump now.. :)

Let's say something happy..
I celebrated my dear Yap Ning's birthday last Sunday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!
hope you enjoy for that day, and the cupcakes as well.. :)
big girl already..
jom, let's go casino when I can take my off day... ;p
and and thanks for ur treat...
one more thingy, good luck in working..
This is the first time you working right,
don't forget to treat me when you get salary.. hehe
Btw, if not mistaken,
your aunt's office is near to my aunt's restaurant bah..
so, if free, come visit me... :))

Oh ya, almost forgotten,
I changed my style..
my hair style, my image.. :)
my aunt helped me to cut a fringe..
well, at least I look younger now... XD
but one thing,
with fringe,
you must have at least a little bit of the make up,
if not, you will look like a village girl..
and nowadays,
I already get use to make up..
my aunt says I got the improvement ^^
but Nemo always says: make no different.. only you eyes got different, why make up don't want make up the whole face?? LoL
I don't use foundation because my skin is sensitive..
so unless having a big party or event, if not I don't put foundation on..
I do the make up on my eyes because I just wanna make my eyes look more energetic or perhaps bigger? :p
so at least, people will compliment: you have a beautiful eyes.. hahaha
anyway,
one more fact I accepted..
In the world of year 2010 onward,
human are looking at your outlook rather than your inner..
face the fact!
I got the experiences..
when I make up to work, the day I didn't make up to work..
customers' feedback are totally different..

Lately, I fall into this song..
Westlife- miss you when I am dreaming



Today I didn't think of you
Today was alright
I had a lot of things to do
I was moving on with my life

But now I need some answers, some answers
I'm tired and I'm getting weak
Some answers, some answers

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight
Is when I'm dreaming

Another hour passes by
It's gonna be a long night ahead
Coz I feel you creeping up inside my mind
Every time I look at my bed

But now I need some answers, some answers
I'm tired and I'm weak
Some answers, some answers

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight (dreaming)

The only time I can't live without you (dreaming)
I can't let you go
Oh no

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't control my mind, oh
And the only time I can't put up a fight
I miss you when I'm dreaming

ref: [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/miss-you-when-im-dreaming-lyrics-westlife.html ]

The lyrics are meaningful to me and it suits my current mood...
I have a happy secret to share here..
Wanna know about it?


STAY TUNED!!!

It's September already...
Welcome September... :)
I call this post as rojak, definitely not because I am craving for it,
is because, this post is actually going to be random post..
read back my last post,
it was in July...
imagine how lazy I am?
creating an account for blogger, and just dump it in this way?
In this two months, I have so many things to update here..
so, do bare with me with this super duper long post..

First thing, I am going to introduce my funny and crazy group,
'kisiao kaki' or 'craziest kakies'!!
They are MC, LC, Suit May, me and Lisa..
Wonder who are they now?
no worries, I am going to upload the picture.. hehe

没有他的日子-第五天

首先，我想对我的表妹说声对不起!
表姐其实不是在应酬你还是什么。。
我真的真的为你能拿到画画比赛第三名而高兴。。
只是，刚好那个时间来得不是时候，我真的真的心情特别差，
所以，好像有点在敷衍你。。
继续努力吧，除了课外活动，多花点时间在温习SPM。。
很重要叻!一生中，只有那么的一次。。 加油!!

今天，Jong 真的有给我惊喜。。。
交谈之中，
谈到了某人。。
我的眼泪几乎快流了下来。。
可是我马上以笑容来代替眼泪 (你不知道吧!因为我不想在你和妈妈的面前落泪，所以我忍着)
对你说的每一句话，
都是真的。。
这一次，想要忘记他，真的很难。。

刚才上了Facebook，
无意中，看见了他留言给他朋友的回应。。
突然间觉得很不舒服。。
不舒服不是因为妒忌还是什么，
而是因为，想与他聊天，知道他在做些什么。。
明明他也有在线，却不能交谈，
这种心情真的很难受!
眼泪开始流了下来。。

半途回家中，
想到寂寞在家里等着我，
眼泪又忍不住的流了下来。。
没有他的日子，
真的真的很难过!!!
我知道他是不会读我的博客，
所以，我很放心的把我真正的感受写在这里。。

认识我的人，
会知道，
其实，我根本就没有Facebook所说的那样开心，潇洒!
我越扮的什么事都没发生过，每天生活得很开心，
我越是伤心，眼泪不停的往肚子里吞。。
少了他，对每个人来说，我不会再受伤害!
但，我已经习惯了有他生活的日子。。
所以，每一晚，我都睡不好觉，
做什么事，都有力无力。。
他却却实实在我心里已经有了一个怎么扫，都扫不走的地位。。
讨厌!我的键盘开始又湿透了 TT

我知道他根本就不是什么好东西。。
可是，我却不明白我自己。。
为什么会爱一个一直伤害自己的人这么深?
为什么要这样折磨自己?
为什么不能爱自己多一点?
为什么我会爱他多过与自己?
为什么，为什么，有许许多多的为什么，答案就只有一个。。

不要说你们讨厌我，
有时，就连我自己都讨厌自己。。
你们对我的无言，
让我真的恨不得没有我的存在。。
今晚，又是肯定睡不着。。
在这样下去，真的辛苦的还是我自己。。

今年的生日，
不想办了。。
我根本就没有那种心情。。
办什么鬼生日会。。
待在家，哪里都不去，
是最好。。

我是一个超不会顺服的人。。
因为一直以来，我要什么，我就得到什么。。
原因，
家人宠我，
他们爱我，
不想我伤心。。
所以，养成了我现在的不好的性格。

我的宗教，我的上帝，
我一样也不顺服他的旨意。。
我还是选择了我要的，
而不是他预备给我的。。
我想他很伤心，看不过眼了。
所以，现在他要插手了。。

三年前，
我听了妈妈的话，
顺服了他，去参加国民服务。。
结果，在那短短的两个多月，是我毕生最难忘的回忆。
出来后，
也听了妈妈的话，
暂时出来打几个月的工。。
结果，那份工让我有着快乐的时光。。
但之后，
我开始不听妈妈的话。。
SPM 成绩出来，
妈妈要我都中六，
打死我都不要!
所以跟她玩了几个星期的忧郁游戏(我很坏吧!)
结果，
她马上带我去 APIIT 报名。。
也就因为这样，
我认识了某人。。
也就因为这样，
今天的我，被伤害得这样深。。

对于某人，
我对他的爱，
家人看得出来。。
上帝看得出来。。。
他对我的爱，
家人一点也看不出来。。
朋友，十个里面，有十个都不赞成!
旁观者清，我却因爱他而不理会他们给我的忠告。
所以现在，
有些完全不理会我，有些还在我的身边陪伴着我。。
当然要谢谢那些还不离弃我的人。。

分手后，
连续哭了三天，
哭到这么累，却还是睡不下觉!
妈妈拿了两天的假期陪我。。
在公司，打破了碗碟，
阿姨看了我一眼，无言。。
她为了让我重拾，这三天，我有的穿美美去上班。。

上帝看见了，
知道我的心有多么的痛，
他让幸运陪了我两天。。
开心归开心，
回到家，
寂寞跟着我。。

我承认，
我不是一个独立性的女生，
所以我是很渴望爱情。。
但是，
我条件不好，对于另一半的条件其实还瞒高!
我想，都以经被枪完了吧。。
妈妈鼓励我向我的阿爸天父请求。。
在祷告中纪念我的另一半。。
我想我真的真的要开始学习顺服，
不要以我自己为中心。。

祝福我吧!