It's September already...
Welcome September... :)
I call this post as rojak, definitely not because I am craving for it,
is because, this post is actually going to be random post..
read back my last post,
it was in July...
imagine how lazy I am?
creating an account for blogger, and just dump it in this way?
In this two months, I have so many things to update here..
so, do bare with me with this super duper long post..
First thing, I am going to introduce my funny and crazy group,
'kisiao kaki' or 'craziest kakies'!!
They are MC, LC, Suit May, me and Lisa..
Wonder who are they now?
no worries, I am going to upload the picture.. hehe
The birthday cake is ordered by my aunt.. how sweet... my favorite iphone.. When I asked her, why 3GS not 4G?? She said the person who take down the order don't know 4G, so I order 3GS... @@
Thanks for coming to my birthday lunch..
I love you all..
Thanks for the presents..
I appreciate very much.. :)
Thanks for all my lovely friends'wishes..
I keep all in my heart..
During my birthday celebration,
I think I disappointed 2 of my best buddy..
My dear Phyllis and Yap Ning..
I told them that I was waiting someone's wish..
The reason WHY??
is because, since the day i knew him,
every year of my birthday,
He never missed wishing me happy birthday..
but this year..
no sms, no twitter and no facebook wall..
If i say I am not disappointed,
very obvious I am lying..
Hui See said: never give up until 11.59pm..
but ends up?
I m D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D
Well..
I expected, just that I don't have the brave to face the fact..
As I know him,
he must be think that my friends can make me more happy, they can give me happiness..
please don't say I like to assume or what, trust me, he really think so.. I know him too well already..
and yea, he is right..
my friends do, always make my very happy..
but one thing he never know..
whatever thing he did, even just a small thing,
can make me happy the whole day, warm my heart and even forget my terrible bad day..
what he thinks about me, might probably reflect his attitude..
that's the reason why in this 2 years, I never wish him happy birthday..
The last time I wished him,
I made him a tiramisu cake..
save all my pocket money,
asked all my friends where to buy the ingredients,
searching websites how to make the cake,
ALL because I wanna give him a surprise..
how naive I was?
yea, I admit..
everything has come to an end..
those sweet and nice memories,
I swear,
I will no longer remember in the rest of my life..
cause those memories will only reminds me how deep he hurt me..
when he doesn't care anymore, why would I still being so stupid and care about him?
when he is still being so selfish, why would I still being so innocent and try to change him?
when he is treating me so so cruel, why would I still being nice to him and give him a chance to hurt myself once more?
when he says: I don't love you anymore', why would I still wasting my time and sacrificed all my love to him instead of other people?
Life ain't that perfect after all..
Human are not perfect as well..
I believe God is very justice and fair when he creates human..
Do you guys can accept when someone tell you this:
I can only accept happiness in a relationship.. when I am no longer happy in this relationship, I will leave.. I choose to let myself happy..
what the heck??
and well,
I met someone who exactly drop into this situation..
so selfish right?
because of his own happiness, he rather give his gf lot of sadness..
I wonder is it most of the guys having the same thought as this guy..
hopefully no..
I prayed hard to my Lord:
TO BE CONTINUED...
Welcome September... :)
I call this post as rojak, definitely not because I am craving for it,
is because, this post is actually going to be random post..
read back my last post,
it was in July...
imagine how lazy I am?
creating an account for blogger, and just dump it in this way?
In this two months, I have so many things to update here..
so, do bare with me with this super duper long post..
First thing, I am going to introduce my funny and crazy group,
'kisiao kaki' or 'craziest kakies'!!
They are MC, LC, Suit May, me and Lisa..
Wonder who are they now?
no worries, I am going to upload the picture.. hehe
The first time when I met LC and MC,
I was so quiet..
Besides than saying hi and bye..
nothing to talk.. haha
but now?
can't imagine when we go travel together,
really no need to sleep at night already.. :p
Yes, I miss them, everyday.. lol
They really brighten my day up.. :)
love them so much...
oh well, why call us as kisiao kaki?
cause we are crazy all the time,
even skype or msn,
we can chat until 3.30am...
wonder how can we survive the next day when we are working?
I believe everyone must survive with at least one cup of coffee.. haha
what to do? we have lot of fun, laughter.. :)
Next,
not to forget mention about my birthday..
the first birthday celebration was a surprised by this kisiao group and my aunt..
Lisa, one of the members, who is actually having a birth date one day before me..
How would I ever to forget her birthday? haha
so, yea, we celebrated together..
Besides the birthday celebration, Suit May is leaving to Perth for her studies..
We do make a farewell party too..
Birthday celebration + Farewell party..
amazing, unforgettable.. It's also the first time in my life who having this experience.. :)
Let's pictures say everything.. hehe
I was so quiet..
Besides than saying hi and bye..
nothing to talk.. haha
but now?
can't imagine when we go travel together,
really no need to sleep at night already.. :p
Yes, I miss them, everyday.. lol
They really brighten my day up.. :)
love them so much...
oh well, why call us as kisiao kaki?
cause we are crazy all the time,
even skype or msn,
we can chat until 3.30am...
wonder how can we survive the next day when we are working?
I believe everyone must survive with at least one cup of coffee.. haha
what to do? we have lot of fun, laughter.. :)
Next,
not to forget mention about my birthday..
the first birthday celebration was a surprised by this kisiao group and my aunt..
Lisa, one of the members, who is actually having a birth date one day before me..
How would I ever to forget her birthday? haha
so, yea, we celebrated together..
Besides the birthday celebration, Suit May is leaving to Perth for her studies..
We do make a farewell party too..
Birthday celebration + Farewell party..
amazing, unforgettable.. It's also the first time in my life who having this experience.. :)
Let's pictures say everything.. hehe
Lisa, 17th July baby.. :)
Me, 18th July baby... :p
Sweet girl, Suit May.. Farewell cupcakes.. :)
lol.. become crazy already.. XD
can't stop laughing everytime when I see this picture... hahaha!
Second celebration is with my wonderful P1's friends, NS's friends and APIIT's friends in my aunt's restaurant.. :)
The birthday cake is ordered by my aunt.. how sweet... my favorite iphone.. When I asked her, why 3GS not 4G?? She said the person who take down the order don't know 4G, so I order 3GS... @@
Thanks for coming to my birthday lunch..
I love you all..
Thanks for the presents..
I appreciate very much.. :)
Thanks for all my lovely friends'wishes..
I keep all in my heart..
During my birthday celebration,
I think I disappointed 2 of my best buddy..
My dear Phyllis and Yap Ning..
I told them that I was waiting someone's wish..
The reason WHY??
is because, since the day i knew him,
every year of my birthday,
He never missed wishing me happy birthday..
but this year..
no sms, no twitter and no facebook wall..
If i say I am not disappointed,
very obvious I am lying..
Hui See said: never give up until 11.59pm..
but ends up?
I m D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D
Well..
I expected, just that I don't have the brave to face the fact..
As I know him,
he must be think that my friends can make me more happy, they can give me happiness..
please don't say I like to assume or what, trust me, he really think so.. I know him too well already..
and yea, he is right..
my friends do, always make my very happy..
but one thing he never know..
whatever thing he did, even just a small thing,
can make me happy the whole day, warm my heart and even forget my terrible bad day..
what he thinks about me, might probably reflect his attitude..
that's the reason why in this 2 years, I never wish him happy birthday..
The last time I wished him,
I made him a tiramisu cake..
save all my pocket money,
asked all my friends where to buy the ingredients,
searching websites how to make the cake,
ALL because I wanna give him a surprise..
how naive I was?
yea, I admit..
everything has come to an end..
those sweet and nice memories,
I swear,
I will no longer remember in the rest of my life..
cause those memories will only reminds me how deep he hurt me..
when he doesn't care anymore, why would I still being so stupid and care about him?
when he is still being so selfish, why would I still being so innocent and try to change him?
when he is treating me so so cruel, why would I still being nice to him and give him a chance to hurt myself once more?
when he says: I don't love you anymore', why would I still wasting my time and sacrificed all my love to him instead of other people?
Life ain't that perfect after all..
Human are not perfect as well..
I believe God is very justice and fair when he creates human..
Do you guys can accept when someone tell you this:
I can only accept happiness in a relationship.. when I am no longer happy in this relationship, I will leave.. I choose to let myself happy..
what the heck??
and well,
I met someone who exactly drop into this situation..
so selfish right?
because of his own happiness, he rather give his gf lot of sadness..
I wonder is it most of the guys having the same thought as this guy..
hopefully no..
I prayed hard to my Lord:
Dear Heavenly Father,
your precious child yvonne chew is waiting you to give her a guy that love her more than she do.. a guy that can protect her instead of hurt her.. a guy who really love her family and friends.. a guy who love you as well.. she is waiting and waiting..
TO BE CONTINUED...
hehehe~~
hahahaha~~
hohohohoho~~
I'm glad to be one of your crazy kakis too!! I never expect that we can be so so so "sot"!!!! Thanks God for bringing us together..
Anyhow, I just read of what has happened in your previous relationship.. I know you are strong enuff to overcome this even though you seems to be not.. Well, just let it go k? there are tons of good guy out there for you.. all you gotta do is wait patiently.. God will surely provide you with the best guy ever!! Indeed, you still have great-loving family members who always care for you..so, you do not have to worry that you can't get love and care from others..
lastly, wish our friendship is everlasting!! Do stay happie and prettie all the time!! Muacksssss :P