Today is the last day of October in year 2008.. I AM SO ~~~



My mum's car got an accident this morning! She bang her car toward the parking wall.. Need to find extra money to repair her car. My face immediately became black colour. I was so frustrated at that moment.. Then, went to pay the maintenance with this kind of mood.. After paying it, called some church's members for help.. Then waited until 11.45am, after Uncle Adam checked the whole engine, he fetched us down to the nearest workshop and asked them to go and checked what's the problem.. The guy asked us to drive slowly to the workshop and have to trouble Uncle Adam to fetch us back.. Thanks a lot, uncle Adam!

Maybe recently, didn't have enough sleep plus so many things happened.. I am getting so hot temper.. better stay away and have a mile of distance from me! The kindergarten students were doing a bit wrong, I started to use my cane(scared them only, wouldn't beat them anyway) and raised up my voice.. They scared until forgot how to write capital t and l.. making me more angry and scolded them again.. My grandmother keep saying:" Don't yell la, tomorrow you sure lost your voice and will having sore throat! Teach them slowly la"

Result had released two days ago.. One word: WORST! My result didn't hit my target.. and I have to decide weather I wanna stay at APIIT or change college.. If I continuing in APIIT, what course I should take! DAMN!! God, please lead me.. I am going to mad..

There are too many things which consider as privacy, making me stressed like hell.. Adding on my own problems, I am going to CRAZY!! Wanna release in my blog, don't know is my laptop problem or streamyx problem, the websites are loading so damn slow, type words also appearing on the screen so slow, MSN messenger keep hanging until making all my browsers and files hang also.. Making me wanna throw my laptop away!

I am using "A broken and hurt soul" as my MSN display name.. But after reading somebody's blog, I've decided to write this out.. I think this title is most suit to his feelings..

I knew this guy very long time ago, since I was in Form 1.. But, I dislike him alot( sorry, just straight forward) cause he gave me quite a bad impression.. He is being so arrogant about his exam's result.. (That was what I think at that time, but when I know him better, he is not that guy.. xD) Because of him, I quarreled with one of prefect friend.. That's why I seldom talk to him..

When you know him better, you will realize he is a nice friend to be... Being helpful, sporty and nice to bully.. So considerate, I was having same class with him in form 5.. I also don't know how both of us getting so close.. and here come a lot of secrets which I wouldn't written down here.. He will know what's the secret.. For me, I wouldn't forget that in my life cause I hurt him so deeply.. Although is a past, but my reactions against him are so cruel.. I will receive his call and sms every night, he cares about me, but I treated him so badly.. He knew I scared going to NS, every Saturday, when I got back my cellphone and switch it on, his phone number sure will appears in my phone's screen.. not one time, not two times, is at least 5 times.. HE will try calling again and again until I pick up his call.. Every Saturday, I would not miss his call until I ended my training.. So touch, but still no feelings to him..

He really did a lot of things for me.. For me, he is a very very important friend in my life.. He is facing some problems now.. I don't want him to be sad for so long.. I know exactly how he feels now.. I know he needs time.. Life still going on no matter what happened.. Be strong, and I will try my best to make you happy when I hang out with you.. When you are sad, your friends surrounding you will feel sad cause they love you.. Cheers up! We all will support you and always be your side..

Exam coming soon right? Put away your sadness and concentrate on your studies!! I want you to get a flying colour results and show it to me.. because I believe you can do it! Best of luck in your exam.. I sincerely hope that next time when I see you, the laughter, the smile that you gave me are from your heart!! not to entertain me!! Take good care of yourself..

Just came back from Genting, so damn tired... Well, actually, going to Genting is a very last minutes plan, my mum said:" no need to pack, we go there for one day only!" FINE!! but still, I pack my personal things secretly...

Wow, so many shocked things happened.. This is my first time driving to Genting. There was no guy inside the car. My grandmum prepared some fried rice and fried mee hoon. When I reached Theme Park Hotel, I said:" We have to stop here, I am so dizzy." Then I ate the lunch that my grandmum had prepared. After that, continue to drive to First World Hotel.

When we arrived there, we went shopping at the second floor. We shop until half way, she said she's hungry, wanna eat something... sweat... Then, we decided to choose something, which the price is reasonable and the quality is good. We went inside a Chinese Food Stall.. FUYOI!! The Bah Kut Teh smell so damn nice.. They have ginseng, claypot, and abalone bah kut teh.. I told my mum:" Mum, I wanna order abalone Bah Kut Teh then we share share ok? " My mum agreed..



Since the price is over our budget, then we ordered Claypot Bah Kut Teh.. RM 32.80 for two person; RM 2 for each rice; Rm3.30 for the "yao za kuey"..




Three of us full until cannot move already.. But we still have to go for a walk, if not got tummy already then not so good loh.. So we continue our window shopping.. Genting's weather not that shocked! So~~~






It's around 6 something when we came out from snow world.. The sky is getting darker.. My mum worried that I can't handle to get down from the hill since it's going to dark.. So she went to book a room.. *lucky I didn't listen what she said at first.. haha* After bringing my things into the room, my mum want me to ready myself, she will bring me in to Star World Casino (The new Casino).. What??! I didn't bring my makeup things here.. I kept changing my clothes until my grandmum said:" ok, you now look like 21 years old." Before entering the Casino, my mum want me to act nature, don't be too nervous..

I did actually like my mum told me when I saw the police.. Who know, at last, the police stopped me..

Police: Cik, boleh tengok IC tak?
Me: IC? Saya tinggal di dalam hotel. Macam mana sekarang?
Police: *he looked at my mum and my grandmum, then turn to me again* Berapakah umur kamu sekarang?
Me: Dua puluh satu..
Police: * he looked at me from my head to my leg and from my leg to my head*
Me: *Then I started to sweat, trying to find some solutions.. But my brain was totally stucked! I could only gave him a very sweet smile to him*
Police: *he looked at my smile, and smile back to me* masuklah!
Me: *phew, my legs were shaking, you know*

Well, he actually knew that I am under age.. But I am lucky I met him, such a kind people.. My mum went to replace her World Card and register a yellow card. My grandmum sponsored RM10 for us to play Jackpot. But both of them really made me speechless.. They don't know how to play, but they still simply press the buttons, making us loss until RM 1 something, then I earned back to RM2 and asked them STOP PRESSING THE BUTTONS ANYMORE!! We loss RM8 then quickly get out from the Casino..

1. what's the relationship of you and her/him ?
~Chee Jong- my gor gor
Yaw Kwan- friend

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?
~Chee Jong: -hardworking -brave -helpful -sporting -stingy (bluek)
Yaw Kwan: -loyal -helpful -hardworking -smart -talkative (lalala~~~)

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you
~Chee Jong: *oops, secret* =p
Yaw Kwan: there is always a better guy waiting for you

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
~Chee Jong: *hehe... secret again... *
Yaw Kwan: When I was down, he fetched me out for mamak even though he was sick..

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
~Chee Jong: hahaha, no comment on this..
Yaw Kwan: will rap up by pui pui... =p

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
~Chee Jong: less one people to fight on..
Yaw Kwan: no people fetch me out to mamak..

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
~Chee Jong: too many... lazy to list out..
Yaw Kwan: nothing

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
~Chee Jong: would not happen
Yaw Kwan: If I fall in love to pui pui... =p

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?
~Chee Jong: treat me BBQ Plaza
Yaw Kwan: TONY ROMA xD

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
~Chee Jong: a nice gor gor
Yaw Kwan: a nice friend to be

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
~crazy, talkative, always FFK

12. The character of you for yourself is ?
~no idea, I also don't know what kind of character I have..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
~not enough confidence? too easy to believe on other people?

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?
~not too good and too bad for my outer and inner...

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
~thanks for caring and always be my side whenever I was down. I will cherish each of you every day. minutes and seconds..

Ten people to tag
1.Yee Feng
2.Shelby
3.Zheng Kang
4.Hui See
5.Corey
6.Shu Ying
7.Kok Wai
8.Sheng You
9.Kit Ying
10.Ivy Loh

who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
~LOL! SHEBLY arr... mentally is HIM lo... xD

no.3 is a male or female ?
~male

if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?
~both of them knew each other since form 1.. not bad.. haha

no.5 and no.8 ?
~impossible... they are not gay...

what is no.1 studying about?
~form 6

is no.4 single ?
~not sure wor... but I think she has alot of admirer.. =p

say something about no.6 ?
~a sweet girl, helpful, sporting, responsible, good in art and design and hardworking... Unfortunately, she is no longer available.. =)

I am sure you guys were doubting why am I suddenly deleted my previous blog and open a new one.The answer is because: I am a lousy user to blogger la. Wanna change template at first, change and change, change and change until deleted my blog already.

Since my mum doesn't like the princess theme and linkie, so I changed them together. Well, actually the theme that I am using now, is not what I have chosen at first. But after uploading the template, I felt that I am getting boring with that skin, so I uploaded another template which is: unravel mystery of life. Then I found out that the fonts are damn small, me myself also can't stand it. So at last, I choose this skin.

Oh ya, also don't forget to thanks Shelby and Ken Wai for the coding. Shelby delaying to update her blog because of my coding. *So Bi, now you don't have any excuse for updating your blog already since I have done... xD* Another person is Ken Wai. Keep disturbing him when he is watching Hong Kong drama.. haha and he asks: Why everytime when I am watching drama you need my help want... lol Thanks alot to this two person..

Don't worry dudes, I wouldn't change my blog link anymore.. =) Will update frequently since I owed so many of tagged... So, stay tune!! xD