I agree that is better for a girl not to suspect whether her beloved or lover is cheated over her or not.. Trust is the most important thing in a relationship.. Eason taught me this.. and I learned and applied it.. Somehow everyone has a secret and there is always a reason behind the secret. For an example, if a guy choose to lie to his girlfriend, perhaps he just don't want to see his girlfriend sad..

He lied on me.. in many or perhaps almost everything.. but I choose to remain silence as in I love him so much.. Everyone can feel it whether the person really like you or not.. So far, from the very beginning until end of our relationship, I can't even feel that he loves me.. His friends, phone are much more important than me..

tried to bring the memories belongs to us and happiness to him.. Even as a normal friend, whatever happy incident I bring to them, they will remember, they will keep bringing out the memories in our conversation Unfortunately, if you really can't feel ANY happiness and don't have ANY memories belong to us, there is ONLY one word I can describe about you, which is: HEARTLESS.. and I most hate heartless people..

while I am writing this, I am listening the song of 'Just when I needed you' .. Well, is a sad song, for me.. Seriously, this few days I could not concentrate on my studies.. Thinking of what he told me from the beginning and compare to how he treated me.. sad of course.. but hey! sad because of a person who don't know how to cherish you? worst of all, sad because of a HEARTLESS person? yvonne chew, you are really very insane! By the times when he knows how to cherish me, everything is too late.. Sad moment already over and I am not an insane, that's why, today my study mood finally come back already!! :):)

LOVE and LIFE ..

L- Lots

O- Of

V-Various

E-Emotions

In LOVE, we will have many emotions, which are happiness, sadness, jealousy, angry, trust and untrustworthy, sacrifice and many more feelings.. You will only know what is love when you have gone through all these feelings and action as well..

L- Leader

I-In

F-Final

E-Efficient/Excel

In LIFE, we are not only go through all the happiness as in life is not only a straight road, and there is not only one way journey.. In a worsen situation, if a human can handle it well, that means he/she is an excellent leader in life.. He/She must have to gone through all the complexity and unhappy moments, then only will become a tough person, can only consider he/she is fully succeed in their life..

I will upload my latest picture, which I took it just now.. hehe Well, it's actually kinda scary, I admit.. So, if you guys don't want to have a nightmare, better don't scroll down.. ^^

logging off..