Every time when I am having the mood to update my blog, sure I will face some interrupts.. Borrow the maxis broadband to my aunt for few days.. then when I get my broadband, open my laptop, login my blogger account, :"evon, bring me here, then there.." so turn up? now, no matter what, I need to update finish.. :)
So many things happened within a week.. my mood is like up and down, down and up.. reality is always so cruel.. we just can't do anything, what we can do now is, leave everything to God.. God, please lead the way!! :( Working in a restaurant, facing so many betrayers is actually very heartache, especially the one who pay for it.. one thing I have learned, face the reality and accept it! human's power is limited, therefore, we can't think of changing others, if we wanna change others, first, we need to have some changes, be a good example.. these days, two bosses become chef, mom is helping in the kitchen, grandma helping me at the bar.. Nemo, helping me serve customer, take order, deliver food and wash those plates.. one thing I really very appreciate and be grateful is, Nemo is here, so at least, I still can walk, can jump now.. :)
Let's say something happy.. I celebrated my dear Yap Ning's birthday last Sunday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!! hope you enjoy for that day, and the cupcakes as well.. :) big girl already.. jom, let's go casino when I can take my off day... ;p and and thanks for ur treat... one more thingy, good luck in working.. This is the first time you working right, don't forget to treat me when you get salary.. hehe Btw, if not mistaken, your aunt's office is near to my aunt's restaurant bah.. so, if free, come visit me... :))
Oh ya, almost forgotten, I changed my style.. my hair style, my image.. :) my aunt helped me to cut a fringe.. well, at least I look younger now... XD but one thing, with fringe, you must have at least a little bit of the make up, if not, you will look like a village girl.. and nowadays, I already get use to make up.. my aunt says I got the improvement ^^ but Nemo always says: make no different.. only you eyes got different, why make up don't want make up the whole face?? LoL I don't use foundation because my skin is sensitive.. so unless having a big party or event, if not I don't put foundation on.. I do the make up on my eyes because I just wanna make my eyes look more energetic or perhaps bigger? :p so at least, people will compliment: you have a beautiful eyes.. hahaha anyway, one more fact I accepted.. In the world of year 2010 onward, human are looking at your outlook rather than your inner.. face the fact! I got the experiences.. when I make up to work, the day I didn't make up to work.. customers' feedback are totally different..
Lately, I fall into this song.. Westlife- miss you when I am dreaming
Today I didn't think of you Today was alright I had a lot of things to do I was moving on with my life
But now I need some answers, some answers I'm tired and I'm getting weak Some answers, some answers
I only miss you when I'm dreaming That's why I don't wanna close my eyes Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping The only time I can't put up a fight Is when I'm dreaming
Another hour passes by It's gonna be a long night ahead Coz I feel you creeping up inside my mind Every time I look at my bed
But now I need some answers, some answers I'm tired and I'm weak Some answers, some answers
I only miss you when I'm dreaming That's why I don't wanna close my eyes Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping The only time I can't put up a fight (dreaming)
The only time I can't live without you (dreaming) I can't let you go Oh no
I only miss you when I'm dreaming That's why I don't wanna close my eyes Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping The only time I can't control my mind, oh And the only time I can't put up a fight I miss you when I'm dreaming
It's September already... Welcome September... :) I call this post as rojak, definitely not because I am craving for it, is because, this post is actually going to be random post.. read back my last post, it was in July... imagine how lazy I am? creating an account for blogger, and just dump it in this way? In this two months, I have so many things to update here.. so, do bare with me with this super duper long post..
First thing, I am going to introduce my funny and crazy group, 'kisiao kaki' or 'craziest kakies'!! They are MC, LC, Suit May, me and Lisa.. Wonder who are they now? no worries, I am going to upload the picture.. hehe
The first time when I met LC and MC, I was so quiet.. Besides than saying hi and bye.. nothing to talk.. haha but now? can't imagine when we go travel together, really no need to sleep at night already.. :p Yes, I miss them, everyday.. lol They really brighten my day up.. :) love them so much... oh well, why call us as kisiao kaki? cause we are crazy all the time, even skype or msn, we can chat until 3.30am... wonder how can we survive the next day when we are working? I believe everyone must survive with at least one cup of coffee.. haha what to do? we have lot of fun, laughter.. :)
Next, not to forget mention about my birthday.. the first birthday celebration was a surprised by this kisiao group and my aunt.. Lisa, one of the members, who is actually having a birth date one day before me.. How would I ever to forget her birthday? haha so, yea, we celebrated together.. Besides the birthday celebration, Suit May is leaving to Perth for her studies.. We do make a farewell party too.. Birthday celebration + Farewell party.. amazing, unforgettable.. It's also the first time in my life who having this experience.. :) Let's pictures say everything.. hehe
Lisa, 17th July baby.. :)
Me, 18th July baby... :p
Sweet girl, Suit May.. Farewell cupcakes.. :)
lol.. become crazy already.. XD
can't stop laughing everytime when I see this picture... hahaha!
Second celebration is with my wonderful P1's friends, NS's friends and APIIT's friends in my aunt's restaurant.. :)
The birthday cake is ordered by my aunt.. how sweet... my favorite iphone.. When I asked her, why 3GS not 4G?? She said the person who take down the order don't know 4G, so I order 3GS... @@
Thanks for coming to my birthday lunch.. I love you all.. Thanks for the presents.. I appreciate very much.. :) Thanks for all my lovely friends'wishes.. I keep all in my heart.. During my birthday celebration, I think I disappointed 2 of my best buddy.. My dear Phyllis and Yap Ning.. I told them that I was waiting someone's wish.. The reason WHY?? is because, since the day i knew him, every year of my birthday, He never missed wishing me happy birthday.. but this year.. no sms, no twitter and no facebook wall.. If i say I am not disappointed, very obvious I am lying.. Hui See said: never give up until 11.59pm.. but ends up? I m D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D Well.. I expected, just that I don't have the brave to face the fact.. As I know him, he must be think that my friends can make me more happy, they can give me happiness.. please don't say I like to assume or what, trust me, he really think so.. I know him too well already.. and yea, he is right.. my friends do, always make my very happy.. but one thing he never know.. whatever thing he did, even just a small thing, can make me happy the whole day, warm my heart and even forget my terrible bad day.. what he thinks about me, might probably reflect his attitude.. that's the reason why in this 2 years, I never wish him happy birthday.. The last time I wished him, I made him a tiramisu cake.. save all my pocket money, asked all my friends where to buy the ingredients, searching websites how to make the cake, ALL because I wanna give him a surprise.. how naive I was? yea, I admit.. everything has come to an end.. those sweet and nice memories, I swear, I will no longer remember in the rest of my life.. cause those memories will only reminds me how deep he hurt me.. when he doesn't care anymore, why would I still being so stupid and care about him? when he is still being so selfish, why would I still being so innocent and try to change him? when he is treating me so so cruel, why would I still being nice to him and give him a chance to hurt myself once more? when he says: I don't love you anymore', why would I still wasting my time and sacrificed all my love to him instead of other people?
Life ain't that perfect after all.. Human are not perfect as well.. I believe God is very justice and fair when he creates human.. Do you guys can accept when someone tell you this: I can only accept happiness in a relationship.. when I am no longer happy in this relationship, I will leave.. I choose to let myself happy.. what the heck?? and well, I met someone who exactly drop into this situation.. so selfish right? because of his own happiness, he rather give his gf lot of sadness.. I wonder is it most of the guys having the same thought as this guy.. hopefully no.. I prayed hard to my Lord:
Dear Heavenly Father,
your precious child yvonne chew is waiting you to give her a guy that love her more than she do.. a guy that can protect her instead of hurt her.. a guy who really love her family and friends.. a guy who love you as well.. she is waiting and waiting..
* Well, I have to thanks the person who purposely send this article to me.. and you are right, I am this kind of girl, exactly what I always think, exactly what I always did.. wonder why you can know my inner characterise so well? haha.. anyway thanks for the sharing.. and I think it is a good article and for those who wanna know me well, u should read this.. :) *
I am facing many dilemma now.. You know my current feeling the best.. I know, I have been stop attending church since many months ago.. I am just like a lost lamb, turning here and there, just to find my shelter, but I know I let you disappointed deeply..
I don't like this kind of life.. not enough sleep, entertain people until late night just because of wanna earn few more thousand.. Money will never earn finish, but if you still not satisfied with the money that you earning, sorry to say that, the biggest mistake that you have ever made in you life is earning unlimited money.. I really wonder what kind of mind is this.. To earn more money, can even scarified your own health? Do you think that healthy life can't use money to buy back? This is just a wrong way of earning money.
Stressful life is making me can't breathe. You don't allow human to be greedy.. We can't get everything we want. Therefore, we need to learn how to sacrifice. but I believe that you will always besides me, leading me to the best, cause you know me the best.. :)
Why am I still having these feelings? When he is having fun with his friends, I am abandoned.. His friends will always come first instead of me.. He will never rejected his friends but me.. Stop telling me how important I am for you cause you just say, no action at all.. Stop giving me all that empty promises, I am terribly sick of it.. Besides that, I finally can understand the feeling you are having last time cause I am facing the same feeling too.. I can insist of continue but too bad the feeling u r giving me is getting more disappointed.. But I believe, dear father, the right guy you are preparing for me is waiting for me in my future.. I should learn to obey and wait..
sitting on the sofa, listening songs from my laptop, looking at my laptop.. I just feel no mood~
have been working in this restaurant for 2 months.. I... still can't get used in this field.. a lot of time, I keep question myself.. :"Yvonne, did u really put on ur effort in it?" seriously, working in a restaurant can face many interesting problems.. can learn how to grow up.. can improve myself.. can see different stages of employers.. but now, I don't think I have any improvement at all.. I am just standing at the beginning.. I am just a loser? maybe..
April is coming tomorrow.. Hopefully everything will run smooth in this month..
suddenly I have a 'feel' to update my blog.. so here I come.. time really passes so fast for this year, now only I realize that it's march now! maybe this year, I am really busy with restaurant stuff.. went for so many restaurants, and I never notice that there are actually many problems that will occur in a restaurant. after came in this restaurant, one sentence to conclude: I am not suitable in this field.. :) If u know me well, u will know that I am actually wanna get into a bank, and be a banker and getting higher position. maybe after few years, I got enough money, I will open my own business but definitely not a restaurant especially focus in services. It is very tiring, trust me. what is if u serving a very troublesome customer? It will made ur day more worst.. so I won't open a restaurant in the rest of my life..
yesterday, I had a 'feel' for traveling. lol feel like going with my beloved.. =) my aunt and her bf already 7 years but they are still so sweet.. both of them knowing each other so well until can he predict what she is thinking in her mind.. sometimes, they really made me feel to have a bf just like her bf, caring and protective enough.. for me, if I really wanna get into a relationship, I am serious in it, I will consider the person as my future partner... and I hope HE is... =) I hope this time I really can getHIS protect,HISfull love, I hope everything will work out successfully.. I hope to be HIS princess who can share all the happiness and sadness.. I hope to get a secure from HIM.. I hope to seeHIM when I wake up every morning.. I hope HE is belongs to me and ONLY me.. can all my hopes come true? the only thing I can do is, pray hard loh.. only God knows how much I loveHIM and miss HIM everyday... :):)
ok, enough for here, I think I should go back to my work.. have a good day!
happy chinese new year to all my beloved friend.. =) seem like I abandon this blog for such a long time, very sorry.. so yeah, I had graduated from diploma and I got my diploma results few days ago.. many of my friends keep asking me this: so wat's ur decision? where to continue ur study? really don't want to continue ur study meh? and after I told my decision, that's it! please don't try and convince me anything, I won't change my mind.. =)
so what am I up to? being an artist assistant and assistant manager in a restaurant.. in these 2 months, I learned alot of things, get alot of experiences. somehow, I believe experience is more important than a cert. Even if u get a bachelor or master cert, but u don't even have an experience is equal to useless.. Therefore, what for I should proceed my degree so fast? let me step into a working world and seek for different kind of experiences. Please don't misunderstood my meaning, I didn't say a degree cert is not important, it is important but experience will always comes first if u go for an interview.. =)
enough crapping I think? haha.. anyway, new year I have many wishes.. *wink wink*
I want a new phone.. I want a new mac laptop.. I want new bags.. I want to getting slimmer.. :p I want to have a good health.. I want to have a bf? lol
well, actually I got a lot of things wanna share with you guys here.. about my taiping's trip and some working experience there, and some secrets.. =) but, I know the post will be a super long post and since my finals coming in 2 more days, so I decided to write it once I finish my finals, I promise..
so guys, now wish me all the best in my finals.. ermm, especially business law subject.. gotta go for my revision already.. see you guys soon~~
