Well, well,
when i wake up this morning,
i wasn't in a good mood actually.
maybe,
headache with my assignments and class tests..
starting from tomorrow,
every week, I will be having one class test and hand in one assignment..
month of July~~
I should be happy cause it's my month..
but, this year is different..
unless got people can give me some surprise.. =)
unfortunately,
3rd July- Business economics test
7th July-Business economics assignment
13th July-Organization Behaviour test
14th July-Managing in Information System assignment
20th July-Networks & Networking assignment..
God Bless me plsss. :(:(

maybe too stress in my assignment le..
this morning, when I bathing that time,
guess what I did?
I apply the body shampoo on my hair..
DAMN!!!
argh, maybe when people who are not in a good mood, do what also that blur.. ==

then went tuition..
after the tuition,
go dinner with my gor..
hahaha..
long time didn't meet him up already..
the last time i met him was on Christmas day..
so, we choose some place where are not that jam..
(wanna come back early to do my assignment)
while inside his car, i told him that i feel like eating Madam Kwan..
and whatever food I mentioned, he also say no problem..
anyway, he promised he will treat me REAL shark fin soup just now.. :p

when we reached Madam Kwan..
woah~~~
damn full, if you didn't made a booking,
you won't have a chance to eat it tonight..
so we changed our dinner to fish manhattan!!
whee whee~~

since gor said I can order what I want and there is no limit,
and I am so hungry..
so I order two dishes..
hehe

the first dish, since I am too hungry already, so didn't snap the photo down..
the second dish, taa deng~~~



while waiting for the food to come, hehe show you guys who is my gor.. hahaha



he said I changed already oo..
well, for me, he changed alot also..
(or perhaps, I don't observe he is having this attitude?? lol)
he is getting more and more gentleman le..
hahah, *eh, happy or not, i praise you weh :p*
when i bought a packet of sweet, then while we are walking, he asked me: you need I help you to take or not?
then, when he sent me back to take my car, he insists of sending me to my car but I rejected cause I think of only few steps and since I ate until very full, so I wanna do some exercise..
who know?
he really follow me at the back and SEE me getting inside my car then only he went back..
lolx, how sweet he is neh..
feel so lucky to have a gor gor like him.. =)
class going to start next week right?
know you will start busying le, all the best in your studies..

haha, enough crapping le..
so now, have to go back to my assignment..
take care everyone.. :)

I just want a peaceful life..
Is that so hard for that?
Is that consider a too much request in a life?

I respect you..
but can you just stand on behalf me and think of it?
when you don't have enough money that time, I give you my money..
I never ask you to pay for the petrol money..
but you treat me just like your driver, demand me to send you here and there..
you don't even appreciate me..

Do you really think that I need a part time job if I really have enough money?
when I have a car, service, parking tickets, toll, incurance, road tax, everything just need money!
and my saving is going to finish soon..
I am not a bank that produce money..
but what you said to me?
I like money so much, so I teach tuition.
why wouldn't I spend the time to other places such as hanging out with friends or do revision?
hurt..

you scolded my tuition students..
do you think they will respect you?
you switch on the television and increasing the volume..
what they will think of you?
you already chase all my previous tuition student,
now if this tuition also gone, will you responsible it and pay the money to me?
no, you won't cause I know you extremely well..

I need freedom.
I just want to do the thing that I should do.
but everytime you just control my life..
I have to follow what you want me to do..
this is suffering..
can you being more understanding a little bit?
and stop banging the door, switch off the light while i am bathing..
I just want you to respect me back..

Ever since my gor wanna know my latest life, so here is my latest post.. =)

today..
my mood is damn happy..
the whole day, spending my time with someone special..
for someone, he might be crying now..
(you should know the reason why? hehe :p)
take out the receipt and calculate it.. XD

the first time, go hang around inside ikea with him..
It was his idea and I don't keen it when he told me his idea..
BUT,
when we enter in, we test and play alot of their furnitures..
we enjoyed ourselve there..
fun, really fun..
and you know what?
it's a great feeling when you hang out with the one that you like in a furniture shop..
cause you will hope that, one day, you and him will have a sweet sweet home.. =)

you know what's the moment that I hate the most?
the moment of saying goodbye to him..
I don't know when I will be having such a great day with him again..
so, I don't want to say goodbye to him..

leaving him just for the past 1hour and 30 minutes,
yet I started to miss him so badly..
I hope he will just right besides me now..
hug me tightly like how he usually hug me..
give me a goodnight kiss like how he usually kiss me..

ok le..
got to log off now as I am going to meet him in my sweet dreams now..
heheh
xoxo



p/s: my semester break is starting from tomorrow, anyone is free, can ask me out for a drink ya..
:):)

1. Besides your lips ,where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
hmm, forehead i think..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
will wake up 10 more minutes later.. :p

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
pam.. using Afey's mac air.. lol

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
probably yess..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
can u imagine a person will faint immediately when she sees blood can donate blood? so, what do u think? :p

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
lolx.. yup

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
nope..

8. What does your last text message say ?
to snuffel de, so it's S.E.C.R.E.T =)

9. What are you thinking right now ?
what I will be doing the whole day..

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
definitely la..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
around 1.30am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
my grandmom bought it from pasar pagi (morning market)..

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
yes, wonder he is still a pig now.. XDD

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
snuffel XD

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1.Chee Jong
2.Kok Wai
3.Su Chen
4.Hui See
5.Chin Han
6.Phyllis
7.Chee Hoe
8.Kit Ying
9.Keh Huat
10.Yee Feng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
single.. (kok wai, I guess it correct or not? :p)

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
well, I don't think both of them are gay.. xD

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
ACCA in sunway college

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
so many, who do u mean wor?

20.Is no.4 single?
not sure wor, only know she got many admirers.. xoxo(dear, don't kill me ya hehe)

21. Say something about no.2
well, he is really a nice friend to be.. very loyal to the one he loves and well, will very easy to get hurt as well.. not a bad guy but is a mature guy..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
lesbian =)

23. Describe no.9?
LOLX.. I used to call him as 'huai zai' when we were in high school time.. a very quiet guy.. like to smile when i bully him.. == his handwriting damn neatly de, at least neatly than me.. xoxo very good in drawing.. =) enough? or still want me to continue? ;p

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
can't imagine that.. no7 will lose cause he will never fight with a girl, somemore is a leng lui.. ;P

25. Do you like no8 ?
definitely, what a cute and nice baby she is.. =)

It's time to update my blog..
I also don't know where to start.. hehe
Well, I will just start with~~


oh no.. that means I am gonna let him 'zat' back in class already.. :(
anyway, welcome back and where is my present?
I want big big de present ya!! Don't forget to bring it on Monday.. hehe :p

Can't wait until next week..
for three reasons..
first one, not to release at this moment..
second one, my dearest aunt will back to KL for two days..
means, I will have many handbags, cap, watch, and some clothes.. xD
and she came back actually got another thing to do..
hopefully, she won't say: girl, you fat alot already, start keep fit now!! :(
and for the last reason will be: BUH bye to my SAD module..
so after next week, I can watch night at the musuem 2 le.. anyone interested, can ask me along ya.. ^^

was staying at my best friend's house last week..
when I reached her house, her brother came out and bring me in..
and when I step inside her house, her dad and her were waiting me there..
then her dad touch my head and say: silly girl, everything will ok soon..
I really feel so touch..
uncle somemore say: this is part of the experience in life.. when you can overcome it, you are actually learning something on it, this wil make you grown up and be more mature.. don't care about your family stuffs at this moment, be what you should be, do what is your responsibilities..
actually, I knew this principle long time ago..
sometimes, it's just hard, hard to go through it..
but don't know why, when uncle told me that time, I feel so warm, so calm..
and I feel like calling uncle: dad..

let me explain first..
I read an article about friend vs best friend long time ago..


Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you


At first, I can't get it..
why you will call your best friend's parents as dad and mom?
now, I completely understand it as I can feel it..
thanks God, let me to meet this friend up..
always be my side no matter what..
cry with me when I am crying..
and I learn one thing from her family, tolerate with each other..
Thanks Phyllis dear..
appreciate many things that you did to me..
I wanna wish you all the best in your final and must update after your exam..
Don't dump your blog in this way wei.. so pity.. xD

Oh ya.. Von von is having a semester break in 3rd week of June..
and I feel like wanna go vacation..
anyone is free, do let me know ya..
ok la, I think I have to get back to my thing..
have a nice weekends.. =)

突然间，
有很多我的想法，我很想把它抒写出来。
我真的很想知道你们觉得我是个怎样的人。
现在的我，
真的觉得很辛苦，真的!
我很想大哭一场。。

最近，实在发生太多事情了。
终于，
我再也不能承受了，累到我真想睡了就不想再起身!

我想我在朋友们的眼中，
应该算是乐观，脸上常带着笑容的吧!
对我而言，
我的烦恼，我的问题，我从不让我的朋友知道。
除非，那个朋友值得让我 信任。。

我的父亲，脾气还是那么的坏；
我的母亲，还是老样子。。
那一天，
我在忍无可忍的情况下，
打了通电话给文诗。。
我竟然说出了这句话: 文诗，我现在很想自杀!
我真的失去了安全感，对这个世界，人为，感觉到十分的厌倦!

可能是我家庭的关系，
使我不想待在家中，
使我很想早点组织一个家庭。。
很可惜，
我在我的感情世界里，受了重伤。。
对任何一个追求我的人，防有戒心!
因为只有这样，我不会再增加我的伤痕。。

突然间，
我很想念我的阿嬷。。
从小到大，她把我照顾得无微不至。。
到现在，每每我遇到问题时，
她都会很紧张的联络我。。
听到她那紧张的声音，我觉得我真的很没用，
我都这样大了，还需要阿嬷担心我。。

很多真实的事情，
并非像你们所看见的酱。。
表面上，我很开心，很乐观；
私下的我，开心，快乐都不存在我的字典里。
真我，
只有那些看过，听过我的泪水声。。

人生，
充满着希望，梦想，美好的事情。。
我对我的人生是:
我只希望我能得到真正的快乐，知道‘幸福’，这两个字是怎样写的。

yeah, due to my laziness,
so I wanted to close my blog..
too many things happened on me lately..
annoying, stressful, almost wanna burst already..
plus my friends are concerning about my blog,
I decided to re-open back..

lately, very tired..
my mom lost her car..
klang and cheras,
running here and there..

got my result on last friday..
thanks God, I pass all my subjects..
at least I no need to worry about my result..
but, 5 assignments are coming..

anyway,
my blog is back now..
and I hope I can update more often..
take care dude.. :)