was kinda stressed up with many things recently.. making my temper become so bad lately, so if I have any bad manner to you guys, I am so so sorry.. What am I doing lately? Well, I am trying my best to deal up with Visual Basic 9.. Don't know why VB9 hates me so much, making me so sad, keep redo again and again.. Then, have to learn the flash, and other software for my multimedia assignment..I bought a Adobe Design Premium CS3 yesterday, but I can't install in my mac as it written: the disc is corrupted or not recognize.. sien.. zzz Then other things like have to solve my mum's tenant since the agreement is due at the end of November which is tomorrow..

yesterday I didn't slept well.. haih.. then this morning wake up at 6 something, but I closed my eyes and rest until 8am.. After that, me, my mum and dad went to my mum's house which located at Serdang Raya to deal the problem with the tenant.. We waited the tenant at the downstairs restaurant.. my mum and the tenant raised up many problems which making my mum increasing her voice volume, everyone was looking at us.. my grandmum called me that time so I went to pick up her phone at the more quiet place.. After finished talking with my grandmum, I went back to the restaurant.. My mum and the tenant left the restaurant already and I don't know where they went.. 2 minutes later, me and dad heard my mum was screaming from her house.. That time, the guard was walking towards us.. Dad pressed the lift button, but it's so damn slow and the lift was at 15th floor.. Then I said: don't wasting time, go by the stairs.. Three of us ran though the stairs.. I quickly went inside the house and I saw my mum almost wanna fainted.. I starred at the fella and his friend and my dad was scolding to the stupid fella's friend..

Dad: this is the matter between landlady and the tenant.. I want you to get out now!
Fella's friend: no, actually.....
Dad: I said GET OUTT!!
Fella's friend: well, we were.....
Dad: I said STOP STAYING IN THE HOUSE!! AND GEEEEET OUUUUTTTT NOWW!!
*he went out quietly*

I was trying to say something and made my mum to feel better.. The stupid fella was mentioning what happened just now with my dad outside.. and my mum was telling me what's happening.. See, usually when this kind of thing happened, sure got two different versions.. but I choose to trust my mum.. I bet he never think of my mum will have this action, so he was shocked at that time! Come la, try to mess up with my mum and see what will happen.. If anything happened to my mum, you will never ever continue your study in Malaysia.. I won't let go of you!! now, everything had settled down, so past already, and better don't made me meet this guy anymore!

okay, let's change topic.. After finished my lunch, I saw an advertisement from the newspaper.. The advertisement is about MAC.. haha...

























I like the design very much.. Since I am lazy to introduce the features here but if you guys are interested which I think not many people do, you may go here for the more information.. So yeah, my next target is 13-inch Macbook.. the price is Rm3699 and I can get the price which lower than the marketing.. xD

Oh ya, almost forgot.. Tonight APIIT will be having the AYG-Annual Year Gathering which also known as Prom Night.. I wanna go for it but I don't have a partner la and also a nice prom dress.. hehe.. My last prom night that I went was 2 years ago.. Lucky you guys don't know me at that time, if not, you guys will laugh until rolling on the floor and say I am having such a bad taste.. xD but now, my taste improved alot already.. ^^ Hopefully next year I will find a partner la.. *wink wink*

aww... mentioning until partner, now I suddenly missing pussy copy cat so badly.. and I know he is having his dinner with his parents outsides.. yesterday I had a bad dream about him and someone.. haih.. making me feel so upset.. don't know why will had this kind of dream.. Hope he will online soon as I wanna tell the dream to him.. miss him so much... =(

I heard this Christmas song came out from a shop few days ago.. Actually, this post supposing to appear in some people's blog, but at last I feel that hmm, is better for me to write those presents that I wanna receive on the Christmas day rather than this.. xD (you know what to do la... *wink wink*)

So, what do you think when someone mentioning Christmas to you? Is it public holiday or Party? Santa Claus? Present? How much do you actually know the exact meaning of Christmas? See, 25th of December is not the birth of Jesus.. According to the bible, from the old and new Testament, they didn't mention that Jesus Christ was born on 25th of Dec.. BUT why, so many websites or books are saying that Christmas Day is to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ? Pastor told me this real history before.. Unfortunately I forgot already, so hehe, I will write the real story when I ask my Pastor.. =)

I love Christmas.. not because I will receive many presents.. Is because of the feelings that I am with my beloved family and some church members.. I love celebrate Christmas than any other festivals or seasons.. =)

What are the presents that I wish to receive for this Christmas?



Wrong wrong wrong.. the present that I wish to receive is: oops, secret! hehe.. I am now looking forward to the Christmas Day.. xD

Actually, I don't have any mood to update my blog today.. but I just got a bad news making me feel so bad.. Still remember in my previous blog, I did mentioned about I have a student's mum, his mum was having a cancer and it's already at the final stage.. Yeah, I just know that his mum passed away last Saturday.. I am so surprised! Before she went for the medical checkup, I did chatting with her about her children studies level. When she knew she had the cancer, the doctor said she can live at least a year if she continue doing the treatment, but now~~~

From this family, I can see how a dad takes his responsibilities, love his children, her wife.. no matter how suffering he is, he never release his anger to his children, he never give up, he did ALL the responsibilities by his OWN! He cherish every moment that he could with his wife.. He shows how much his love to his wife.. Seriously, I am very admire for his mentally and attitude..

God has his plan why he wanna takes his wife earlier.. My mum gave him a lot of CDs and VCDs about the gospel, but still, can't save her soul.. =( Life is short, really.. and we can't predict our future.. Well, actually, the important of living ain't because of how long you can live, is because of how meaningful is your life..

Because of this case, I suddenly realize that I am actually avoiding something.. yeah.. no matter how, I don't want to made myself regret! maybe it's not worth but still, as I promised I won't hide anything from him.. ok, I don't have any mood to continue writing, but before I log out, I have to say: Dudes, please, please cherish EVERYONE that you love and even hate, cherish the moment that you spend with your family, friends, classmates and lover.. God Bless!

Well well well, today's story is all about, emm~~


7.30am reached college, doing nothing and waited until 8.30am only went in to classroom.. Actually got one embarrassing thing happened after I reached college. After I took a newspaper and sat down at the table in front of the guard table, then I started to read it. Once I finished reading it, I felt so lazy to carry this newspaper (eventhough it's very light hehe..) so I decided to put the newspaper back. I was standing in front of the shelf, looking at the shelf and think of: eh, I wanna take one more newspaper or put back this? and my standing position was actually blocking others to take the newspaper.. Here comes a handsome and cute guy standing besides me and looking at me.. I bet he is thinking: this girl wanna take or put the newspaper back want de.. Then I put the newspaper back and looking at him.. He laughed at me and I said: sorry la, I haven't wake up yet.. zzz I wished there is a hole and I can jump inside..

Once I stepped into the classroom, fuyoh~~ Miracle happened!! SAMUEL TAN is the first person who stepped into the classroom.. O_O he somemore sit at the first row.. WOW!! Let's see this miracle can stand for how long... xD Sooner, Mrs Kwan came in.. Her expression~~ Aiks.. Still remember me as a very talkative girl.. =( But somebody is more pitier than me.. keke After her lesson, me, Shelby, Ee Tuck, Samuel, Chin Hong, Kah Kiat and Kit Wai ate our lunch at Sri Petaling near The Store.. Shelby fetched me, Ee Tuck and Kit Wai for the lunch.. After the lunch we decided to play bowling at Bukit Jalil Club House.. So, Shelby went back home and took two pairs of socks.. eeheehee, somebody don't know how to park her car... But at last, we didn't play the bowling cause they only open starting from 12pm, so we decided to head back to college.. ok, about Shelby's driving skills, I don't have any comment, if wanna know it, go and ask Kit Wai and Ee Tuck.. *phew, lucky I am still here to update my blog =p*

Next, is multimedia tutorial class... zzz I felt myself was attending kinder garden class, lecturer taught us how to coloring by using Photoshop... nothing much, then my mum came and fetch me back.. *awww, how sweet she is as she purposely come and fetch me.. I love die you mummy, muacksss~~* Then when we on the way going back home, she told me that her love stories and I told her mine too.. My mum said I really love someone so deeply until she so ~~~ lol each time, me and my mum exchange our love stories, our conversation sure non stop and no quarreling.. Girl ma, no choice...

So yeah, basically, today is just a very normal day to me.. But now I feel so exhausting.. Ok la, I will stop here.. Tada~~

Since I am so boring now and feel like wanna updating my blog BUT I don't know what to update, so I've decided to complete ALL the tags that I have owed them so long ago.. here we go...





1.What's your most favourite colour?
- green

2. Who is the most important to you?
- my family and God

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- never as I love myself so much.. xD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I don't have enough confidence unless someone who is so generous can give me his/hers ;p

5. How many children you want?
- 4-6?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- yes, and it gives me hopes

7. What is your goal for this year?
- get a good results in my studies

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yeah, the eternity love I got from my mummy and God

9. The first person who comes into your mind now.
- nobody XD

10.What are you really afraid of?
- starting a new relationship.. unless ahem~ can give me back the secure that I lost it

11.What is your bad habit?
- sleep? xD no confidence?

12. Do u hv a secret crush?
- yeah, I do have..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- definitely I do

14. What does flying means to you?
- ermm, freedom

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- I don't know.. so many things happened to me these days..

16. Are you single/relationship?
- single.. sob sob.. nobody want me.. T.T

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- he is SO so SO so UNFAIR...

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- drinking red wine, chatting with those people that I can trust on

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- no idea..

20.What u wish to do 4 this few years?
- completing my degree course and find a job..

*I don't feel like tagging anyone for this tag =) *




1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- listen his explaination first.. then only decide what to do...

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- only a arr? but I got so many dreams and all of them are very important.. =)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Yaw Kwan.. >.<

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I will buy all Yaw Kwan's properties

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- It's hard to say.. I never and haven't fall yet.. xD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I don't know... have to ask someone whether he is ready or not... =p

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- since it's like, I will let go and find others but if is love, is diffenrent case..

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- hehe.. my aunt

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
- If I still contacting with him, I will..

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- adorable and young von von.. ^^

12. What's your fear?
- speaking in tongue, starting in a new relationship

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- UNFAIR >.<

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- I want married and rich can arr? xD

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- breathing of course then only go brush my teeth.. *wink wink*

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I will pick myself...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- forgive yes, but forget unless I don't remember anything (even my name)

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- no idea..

20.List 5 people to tag
-again.. I don't feel like tagging anyone.. XD



5 things found in my bag.
- tissue, purse, comb, handphone, spec case

5 things found in my wallet.
- cash, IC, driving license, ATM cards, membership cards

5 things found in my room.
- bed, books, aircond, dolls, cupboard

5 things i've always wanted to do.
- travel, completing my piano course, learn dancing, be a shopaholic, SLEEP *blek*

List out the 4 presents u wish for.
- digital camera, car, PDA phone, a laptop

The person who tagged u was
- Yaw Kwan

The 5 impressions of the most memorable thing she/he has done to you
- I can't think of any memorable impressions except UNFAIR...

If she/he becomes your lover,
-pui pui hates die me.. =p

If she/he becomes your enemy,
- I will eat him up...




I was tagged by:
>baobei yee feng
I tag: (hehe..)
>Yaw Kwan (tagged me until so shocked la.. )
>Jiahao
>Joey
>Chin Han
>Chee Hoe


1st : What's your name?
> yvonne chew aka yi wen
2nd : How old are you?
>19
3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?
>handphone~laptop~TV
4th : Are you amazing?
>yeaah, I am..
5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
>sony ericsson
6th : What colour is your phone?
>white and lime green
7th : Have you slept in school before?
>yea... keke
8th : How long are you online in one day?
>it's depends actually, but usually is 6-7 hours
9th : How would you describe yourself?
>crazy? like to smile?
10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
>zzz.. no specific
11th : Which teacher do you like?
>my year 5 class teacher
12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
>EVERYONE ^^
13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
>If I say no one, sure no people will believe.. no aiming but waiting, yeahh.. =)
14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
>I don't have any sibling
15th : How do you rate your sibling?
>zzz.. no sibling how to rate oo..
16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?
>ok, I will count myself in as the sibling category, and I am gorgeous.. HAHAHA
17th : Do you judge people?
>when the person made me angry until the max, I WILL..
18th : Do you run?
>zzz.. I can fly too..
19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
>yes.. don't know wanna find which victims.. *wink wink*
20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
>my dad
21st : What's 2 + 2?
>perfect match..
22nd : Who's your idol?
>Sharon? haha
23rd : Are you a monster?
>please la, I am a human ok..
24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
>when I was still a kid
25th : What was the last movie you watched?
>Madagascar Escape 2.. laugh die me.. XD
26th : What do you think about your English?
>never try, never know..
27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
>belum cuba, belum tau..
28th : Who do you hate?
>no one..
29th : Do you love yourself?
>I love myself more than anyone.. xD
30th : Blurt out 5 random words
>I am so tired now

*phew, I have finally done my blog.. Can you believe that I used 1hour 45minutes to done it? *

Tomorrow is going to start my class.. So, for this semester, my timetable consider tight for me to arrange my tuition.. haih..




Welcome TPD2F0811DBT... =)

ok.. since Bibi said the post that she wanna update, don't know why let blogger automatically deleted, so here I am to update the post about my love to HIM.. (The reason that you written too little already la, so blogger don't like it and help you to delete it, rewrite.. blek)

*Press ctrl+A and it's easier for you to read. xD*

1. because he is cute..
2. because he is being nice to me..
3. because he is loving..
4. because he is hilarious..
5. because he is caring..
6. because he is a guy..
7. because he give me the feeling of secure..
8. because he is always there for me when I need him..
9. because he has a warmly arm to hug me..
10. because he has a sexy voice..
11. because he is gentle..
12. because he makes me feel that I am the most pretty angel..
13. because he makes me happy..
14. because he looks great when he is serious..
15. because he is smart..
16. because he got tummy..
17. because I love his eyes..
18. because I love his nose..
19. because I love his ears..
20. because I love his body shape..
21. because he always give me the best..
22. because sometimes he is a crazy..
23. because he never let me worry about him..
24. because he taken good care of me..
25. because his smile attracted me..
26. because of his sincere..
27. because I am priority for him..
28. because he is hardworking..
29. because he is a high expectation guy..
30. because of his independence..
31. because he is special to me..
32. because he is a sweet guy..
33. because he is a shy guy..
34. because he won't flirt..
35. because he don't drink..
36. because he don't smoke..
37. because he loves me..
38. because he is who he is..
39. because I love him..
40. because love is blind..
41. because love is in the air..
42. because of his hobbies..
43. because he is generous..
44. because he is a human..
45. because he makes me feel that I am always a baby..
46. because he always support me..
47. because he is the best boyfriend ever and ever..
48. because he is friendly..
49. because he is kind..
50. because love a guy have to love all his good and bad things..

*my brain is stuck.. will continue when I find out more reasons from him*

good nite dudes...

THE SELF

[01] Name: Yvonne Chew
[02] Nickname: von, vonney, girl
[03] Married: nope
[04] Zodiac Sign: Cancer
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: Catholic High School, PJ (CHS)
[08] University: APIIT/UCTI
[09] Height: above 160cm and below 165cm
[10] Weight: secret
[11] Do you like yourself: definitely I do
[12] Piercings: yes
[13] Right or left: =)
[14] Are you a freak: kinda.. haha xD
[15] Hair: long hair with highlight
[16] Skin: light brown...
[17] Allergic: yes
[18] What are you doing now: to complete this duper long tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: eat dinner
[20] What will you do 10 years later: open a business with my best friend =)

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: mother ONLY
[22] Siblings(included you): one aka 1 ONLY
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: ME
[25] Love/hate your family: love of cause

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: maybe he is..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: I will release when it's the right time..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: no idea..
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): keke.. yes
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): yes
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no one is perfect
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: S.K.I.P this
[34] Ever argue with your other half: definitely yes
[35] You with your other half since: i haven't give him my answer.. xD
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: no comment
[37] Reasons you love your other half: love is blind, just love, no reason why
[38] You and your other half in which stage: zzz... next question
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: he woo me..
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: NEXT NEXT!!

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Phyllis Low Wen Shi (my bestest friend ever! xD )
[42] Your first enemy: nope
[43] The friend you love the most: Choon Yap Ning cause she is my second betest friend.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): no enemy how to hate.. Isssh
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: be fair.. everyone =)
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: have to be fair again, everyone =)
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: doesn't not respect people and don't have inner behavior..
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: flirt
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: never
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[51] If your friend backstab you: no idea
[52] If your friend betray you: tried before, but I still forgive her
[53] If your friend woo your lover: if me and him already together, I won't let him go BUT if haven't perhaps I will give my friend..
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: still friend
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: don't know.. haven't fall yet.. haha

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: not at all..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: assignments yea.. homework is depends
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: my year 5 class teacher
[59] Always late to school/college: seldom
[60] Your class: TPD2F0811-DBT
[61] You love your seniors: they are so cute, yeaaah
[62] Senior who you love the most: be fair.. same
[63] Your classmates good/bad: GOOD xD
[64] Excellent result classmate: Alicia, Shelby
[65] Laziest classmate: no one is lazy

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: Choon Yap Ning
[67] Stupid people: no one is stupid
[68] Good looking people: as long as you have eyes, nose, ears, mouth and teeth
[69] Ugly people: no one is ugly
[70] Funny people: Tan Jun Meng
[71] Cute people: the answer is same as number [68]
[72] Bad people: ...
[73] Honest people: zzz
[74] Acting people: I hate this tag
[75] You are what kind of people: I dislike to describe myself, you judge on me!

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: lips?
[77] Hugs or kisses: depends
[78] Shorter or taller: taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
[81] Listener or talker: be a good listener
[82] Romantic or rich: haha.. both
[83] Good wife or Good mother: both =)

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: no idea
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 4-6?
[86] Career: be a BOSS
[87] Salary: more than 10k
[88] Retirement age: next
[89] Properties value: ...
[90] Wishes: All the best to SPM and STPM candidates.. me and my mum have a good health

THE TAGS (optional, dun wanna make my frens suffer)
[91] Chee Jong
[92] Kit Ying

These days, I online until very late because of being a listener and adviser of LOVE... Sien lo... wondering how come lately so many of them are facing problems in their relationship.. Wanna break up, but can't let go of her at last; don't want to break up, the problems still there !

Yesterday, someone came and chat with me.. (If you read my previous blog, you will know who is the someone) All these while, I thought of: eh, since he treated you like a stranger, I also have to treat him like a stranger.. If he say hi in msn, ask him who are you and so on.. but yesterday, when I saw his message, I didn't did like what I thought! He apologized to me again, which I think he still do not know that I don't want his apologies anymore.. He wanna know how's my life lately, and my answer to him is just: good! didn't answer more than that.. He tried to find topic to talk, which I don't feel like wanna type more than a word to him.. But since he is being friendly, so at last I chat with him.. He asked me out, but I rejected him indirectly... Frankly speaking, I didn't feel any happy when I saw his message or chat with him.. and I know, I've forgive him, accepted him back just a normal friend.. ^^

When I am counseling my friends, I am thinking of : love, making them suffering so much! which I got this suffering before... but I was turning all the suffering into eating and practices my NS and QMS exercises.. So, I got As for both of this module, I have to thank him also.. I just wish all my friends to enjoy love not to suffer it! Before I end, I will give a quote to my friends who are facing problems in their relationship: