Here I am~~
wake up at 8.30am..
my mum keeps saying that she is hungry..
so I ask her to heat up the drumstick and eat first..
but when I get myself everything done,
she forgot that she is heating the drumstick..
while we are on the way going to church,
she suddenly say that she forgot to switch the gas off..
@.@
then she says she open the max fire, dude, this is the worst part ever!
since I can run faster than my mom, so she just stay inside her car..
I have to go up by myself!!
When I step out from the lift, gosh!! The smell is so so heavy!
I quickly take off my shoes and run to the door..
I am praying hard, yeah, pretty hard!
when I push the door, my hand is shaking!
and I can see the smoke is all around the house..
I don't dare to step in, but if I don't step in, the whole block also gone..
*my mom some more shut all the windows and door tightly..*
after switch off the gas and open up all the windows and slide door,
I quickly run out from the house, I can't stand anymore..
not even a minute, cause I feel so hard to breathe..
when I get into my mom's car, my whole body no energy already..
my mom don't even understand how I feel, how scared I am,
only blaming me for asking her to heat the drumstick up.. =(
lucky my beg has a sweet, so I eat that to calm myself down..
when she reach home, then only she realize how serious and dangerous it is..
she says I am brave!! *applause please.. hehehe*
no more next time as I never get train before.. ask me to call guard wor..
guard also scared want and they will call firemen de la!
I tell you, wait until the firemen come, the house units all gone already loh..
haih..

After the church service,
mom brings me to pyramid to meet Yap Ning dear up..
we reach sunway already, but stuck for an hour only reach pyramid..
*whoa, I can't believe that I met two of my bestest friends in a week! XD *
then we buy some presents and some earrings for ourselves.. hehe
then shop until the gathering time, we call John and ask about the venue..
so, total got 23 lovely princes and princess join this gathering.. They are:

• John Lee
  
• Chee Jong
• Hong Zhao
• Corey
• Choon Yip
• Kok Wai
  
• Kai Yean
• Gui Yang
• Weng Fai
• Gee Hau
  
• Stephanie
• Li Shuang
• Chia May
• Eugene Lim
• San Ru
• Hui Yee
  
• See Shreen
• Kit Ying =)
• Xiao Li
• Jing Jia
  
• Soo Sien
• Yap Ning ^^
• ME
  

and for those people that I wish to meet them up, but they didn't turn up are:

• Kenneth
• Yee Feng
• Jia Bao
• Hui San
• Hui See
• Siew Ching
  

gather at around five something,
then they say wanna go Red box,
then don't know why, don't want Red box already, they go TGV.. zzz
making all of the girls so tired and say:
"you guys go and check the ticket, we will be waiting you guys here.."
hahaha XDD
then they choose the movie of "Yes Man!".. lol.. this is my second time watching it..
after the movie, we go cafe circle~~
~~to exchange present!! XDD
*I love present very much.. gg*
so since I got abit of unfair as my gor's present is special and expensive from others,
so I gave to him earlier in Red box that time, so he does!!
I love the present that he gave it to me very much, cause of his sincere!!
and gor, thanks for the movie fee and a bite of burger and the don't know what black pepper onion fish rice.. Dear say I eat 3 quarter from that dish.. =(
I love hanging out with them..
as everytime when we are having gathering, we won't bring our another partner along..
the gathering is just only us, 5P1 members.. =)

I leave early, erm, around 10.30pm..
but still, I reach home at 1 something..
tired, but I am happy with it.. =)
normally, the 5P1's gathering won't more than 10 people,
but this time, it's over 20 people some more.. =)

Conclusion of this year Christmas celebration:
firstly,I hang out almost the whole day with somebody special and I know he is very tired.. =)
secondly, as I said, I met two of my bestest friend in a week.. XD
thirdly, have such a wonderful gathering with all my ex-classmates.. ^^
fourthly, I received a watch from my youngest aunt today!! damn like it.. :D

so, this year is a wonderful and perfect Christmas season for me.. xD

While before I get into this topic, I wanna say a little bit about my darling Wen Shi.. She purposely went to UH and visit my mom.. so touch.. I know she won't read my blog but yea thanks for everything.. The only friend that can always hear my tears, can made me feel better after chatting with her.. Enjoy your holidays darling and will yum cha with you before you back to college.. Take care.. Muackss..

Received darling's sms that she could not join the Christmas eve's party on Christmas eve.. So, I went to the party with my mom.. zzz.. My mom keeps asking me to make up.. say what, after make up, will look more pretty and lady.. gek sei.. For those who know me well, you guys sure know that I dislike make up and I don't even know how to make up.. Ever since she keeps nagging there, so I forced to do the make up things.. Guess what she said after I finish the make up process? "How come your eyes look like kena punch want?" She said.. what wor, told ya I don't know how to make up already, you don't believe me only..

The party was okay, ended at 10.30pm.. The main purpose for the party is about the gospel drama.. nothing much actually.. Then my mom brought me to the other church for count down.. Reached the church at 11.40pm.. After the count down session, the church members started to give Christmas present.. oh my, oh my!! I got presents too!!! wuahahha... XDD When I took my phone out, the messages keep came in, I also don't know which one I should open first.. But the most surprising message is from Eugene.. how surprise is it? among those messages, he is the only wishes came from oversea.. =) Thanks for all the friends that wishes me though sms, msn and email as well.. wanna me to list out the names? I don't think I will, as "I rather keep them inside my heart.. hehe

I realized that it's already one something when my gor called me up.. no wonder I super duper tired.. when I reached home, I feel like wanna go to my lovely bed immediately.. but I still have to remove my make up from my face!! Hate it, hate it!! anyway, give me 10 minutes break then I will blog about my Christmas day!! see ya later.. =)

yeah, ever since I was so so tired for my own private stuffs, so I've decided to take one day freedom which was yesterday.. and I called somebody to accompany for the whole day.. yesterday, really really very tired.. but since I received the Christmas present that I wish to receive for this year Christmas, so making me really feel so happy the whole day, what tired also disappear immediately.. I do cherish this present very much, cause I know this would be the last present that I will receive from the person.. (If you are reading this post, I know you will say I am the one who decide it to be the last present, but I got my reasons.. If you wanna know it, do ask me personally..)

met him up at around 11.45am, then since he haven't ate anything yet.. so we decided to eat something first.. choose ar choose, at last we choose Korea BBQ plaza.. we ordered one economy beef set plus a side order bacon.. the so called e-c-o-n-o-m-y set made two of us full die.. After that, we shop shop for some clothes and shoes.. Then until we shop all the new wing, nothing for us to shop already, so I said I wanna watch the Jim Carrey's movie-Yes Man..


The movie is absolutely great.. I rate it 4 and the half stars.. It's hilarious.. Anyone haven't watch it yet, do let me know as I will join you guys and watch it again.. hehe Then after the movie, I met Christopher with his friend.. well, I will just say something that out of the topic for awhile.. yea, when I was reading your blog, I was wondering why are your friends all saying that you have a new girl friend and I know you are quite emo with those bullshit.. but when I saw you that time, to be honest, my thought was exactly same as them.. just THOUGHT but not the TRUTH!! better be more specification.. hehe why? come on la, is she is really his girlfriend, both of them sure will hold hands want what.. and I also know that he is now still under recovering from his broken heart.. Cheers la, will go yum cha with you one day, don't worry.. and don't forget my Christmas present.. *blek*

Then, I feel so sien while shopping in 1u, so I suggested to go the curve since so many people told me that the Christmas decoration not bad.. When I reached there, I think the decoration ok ok only lor.. nothing much to shop at there seriously.. so he brought me to Ikano.. whoa, the popular is really damn bigger than 1u.. then got a shop that selling instruments which besides the popular.. so we went in.. guess what I saw?! my dream piano!! oh my oh my!!! A WHITE KAWAI BABY GRAND PIANO~~~ XDD feel like wanna hug it and kiss the piano.. hehe

We stayed until 9pm.. When I get into the lrt, I started to feel so tired, energy all gone.. I know, I have to get back to the reality.. dream still dream, I still have to wake up.. and maybe if I wake up earlier, I won't feel so pain.. That's all for now.. take care Mr.Yes Man.. =) Will be back soon, so reader please be patient.. hehe


p/s: When I reach home, my mum welcoming me home.. hahaha (for only some people will understand this.. )

To: My dearest gor

actually I wanna write it down when I finish reading your another blog two weeks ago.. and yeah, you did asked me the same question before.. and I already told you the answer.. this post is actually wanna let you know more about yourself and I am telling myself at the same time as well..

I know that you keep yourself busy because you don't want to think of her when you have the free time.. you try your very best not to mentioning her name, you keep reminding yourself that you wanna let her go, not to think of her anymore and you did so many things just to forget about her.. I tell you, this will made you miss her even more, it will be so hard for you to let go of her..

Don't forget that our characteristic are almost the same.. When I was having hard time that time, I did all the things that you have been done.. Have not been chatting with him for almost two months.. I thought of I already can completely let go of him.. The question is, do you think that I can let go of him? He is no longer important to me? and the fact is, until now, I miss him so much, I need him so badly when I am down.. The memories between him and me, always appearing in my mind..

The only reason that I can't let go of him is because I DON'T WANT to let go, I DON'T WANT to forget him and all the memories that belongs to me and him.. From both of your blog, I know that, you actually still miss and love her very much.. and you are tired of waiting of her.. so do I, I got the same feelings that tiring of waiting! and I know I have to wake up from my dreams, back to reality.. It's hard for me to make the decision, but no matter how, I already got the last decision in my hand yesterday late night.. Just want you to take time and make clear what you actually want..

I will go for the gathering on 25th, as I wanna meet my dear up!!! =) so, I hope that on that day, I will be meeting up a new gor gor.. and hor, I will test test you about your feelings want, better have well prepared.. hehehe... all the best to you and looking forward to meet you.. XDD

Actually today the whole day, I don't feel like wanna update my blog.. But, until now I still could not feel any better.. and yea, it might be a long post also but I will cut it short..

After the incident (my mum's tenant), I already knew that my mum will changed cause my mum she can't get any frightening.. By days come, I already sense that something not good will be start happening.. then the incident at The Store, I won't talk much as it's already the past.. making me can't stand anymore, until I wanna go back to JB and have some good rest.. but because of some reasons, I've decided to stay until the holiday..

These days, my grandmom, uncle, and other church members did told me the same thing, my mum is getting serious lately.. (She got an illness, which I won't say it out also..) They all suggested me to send her to hospital.. but because of some reasons, I am still deciding about it..

until today, yeah, she sent a msg to bi..( which I won't say it out also, and I hope only few people will know about this ONLY).. After reading that message, I felt so sorry to bi.. and I know she had the hard feeling at that time.. But at the end, we all close this topic already.. So, after sending Jue Lin to LRT station, I immediately go UH and pick my mum.. When she gets into the car, she told me that she saw my secondary schoolmate.. After saying this, she started to mention about the message that she sent to bi.. and I calm myself down, trying to let her know that she should not sending these kind of message to a person.. I felt very hard to expain to her as she twist my words to other meaningful, making us have arguement again.. at time was 4.10pm..

Then, when we reached her office, she didn't even tell me that she goes canteen to eat.. So far, as I know, she have an urgent document to hand it to her office.. I waited for 15 minutes, then I think of since I am doing nothing in my mum's office and she didn't open the door ( I waited outsides her office), so I decided to go somewhere else which near my mum's office.. BUT! before I leaving her office, I made up a CALL to my mum!! I said: "MUM, I AM GOING TO SOMEWHERE ELSE, AND I WILL BE BACK BEFORE 5.30pm.." I DID INFORMED HER!!

*So bi, do you think that I can go dating within an hour or perhaprs it's less than an hour.. As I told you this morning, he is very tired with his own things, so I don't want any disturbing to him!
and I don't have any mood to enjoy the so call joke at that time.. I just hope that, next time(wish I HOPE no more next time), when can't contact me that time, please please don't ever think of I dating with him! don't ever relate any small small matter with him.. If really go dating, I will let you or Jue Lin know about it..*

After that, my dad came and fetch me from The Store again.. We have to rush back home as I still got tuition at night.. I am tired, really very very tired.. no one can understand how I feel at that moment.. I am like so hopeless.. I need support, need a trust from friends.. again, I am tired by mentally not physical!!

oops, sorry, Yvonne is just too tired.. =) these two weeks, I almost wanna broke already.. Let me list down how I spent for my lunch these days and on other things..

last week, I ate TGIF with Jue Lin..
*Salmon pasta and 7-up, it costs me RM 38*

few days ago, went Midvalley with Shelby, Jue Lin and other seniors..
Since I long time didn't eat at Mdm Kwan, so~~
I suggested to Ee Tuck that we chose Mdm Kwan for our lunch..
*Nasi Bojari and Hot Lemon Tea, it costs RM31*
After the meal, we went to buy a tie.. my first time choosing tie, so hahaha no comment..
*The tie is RM23.90.. *
By the way, Samuel who is the driver fetching us there..
Then the radio playing the Akon-right now twice..
"I wanna make up right now now now"
he changed to "I wanna **** ****(18 sx) right now now now..
issh, what an awesome song let him change until so cacated.. zzz
Then I requested him to change to 105.7 ( cause that time sure playing alot of classical song)
guess what he say?
hmmpttt...
"this channel is not for a human to listen want loe.."
I was like~~ What oo, I am not human oo...T.T

Yesterday, went Pyramid with Shelby, Jue Lin, and other seniors..
my first time eating at such a high class restaurant..
SENJYU SUSHI~~~
once I open the menu, I was stunned, don't understand at all..
looked at the price in detail, you can fainted already..
then I rather choose a set meal which has a picture and the price is reasonable..
so me, Jue Lin and Chin Hon ordered a RM39.90 Unagi Oishi Zen set..
The whole table is full of our foods..
Shelby and Samuel were looking us to enjoy our food.. nyhahaha. =p
*the total of the bill ( my part only) is RM 46..*

Seriously, I never spent so much money for eating before.. this is my time and hope is the last time also.. unless got people willing to treat me .. hehehe

this morning, wake up at 7.30am..
going to see a doctor at Imbi KL there..
when I reach there, whoa~~
so many patients already waited there..
the clinic open at 9am but that time only 8.30am..
they all queue up outsides the clinic..
Issh.. normally, we will seeing this scene when people are getting free gifts or meeting their idol.
but now, pay also need to queue up so long! not cheap de wei, hundred hundred counted want.
I got number 14... zzz
so, go eat some breakfast since still got so many time..
then I waited for almost an hour only reach my turn..
while waiting there, I heard the reception girl talking on phone:
"If you wanna make an appointment, please call earlier la, today is saturday leh, booking now all FULL already.. The first call I received by today is at 6am.."
WAT??!! 6 am? I am still sleeping leh..
another patient says: "7.30am I already waited outside the clinic.."
I wake up at 7.30am but you are already waiting there..
zzzzzzz...
but this doctor is really very good..
*I paid RM185 for the consultation and on other things*

nah, I lazy to sum up all the money that I spent.. but one more thing, after having those delicious foods, I feel so so sleepy.. and yea, von von is going to become ~~~





















pls: If you guys are interested with the Senjyu Sushi, you guys may CLICK HERE... didn't take many photos cause we were all too hungry already.. hehe

went to one utama last friday.. Wow, 1u really changed alot, erm, should say only for new wing LG floor.. =) Then, their decoration for Christmas really made me feel so warm.. wish someone was there with me.. =p this morning went to church.. they already started to sing Christmas song.. which is the reason why I am here.. so basically, today's post is nothing special, just some Christmas presents that I wish to receive.. XD



ok la, I am not greedy.. these are all the presents that I hope to get it.. *smile evilly* whoa, after the calculation, now only I realize I need to buy so many pressies for my friends.. This month sure broke already..never mind la, it's once a year.. =)

Recently, many many things made me so frustrated..
made me don't feel like staying at home..
I wanna get out from my house doesn't mean I am avoiding the problems..
I wanna get out to relax my mind, making my mind clear to solve the problems..
If not, you guys have to visit me at Tanjung Rambutan..

Wasn't feeling so well yesterday..
(but still can see me online until very late?)
have to thanks to Adobe la..
keep hanging all my applications..
until I can't stand anymore, so I went to sleep..

Today, dad is going to Klang to do his stuff..
Mummy have to go for her checkup..
but when I wake up, mum already left home and I don't want to stay at home alone..
So, I follow my dad out..
I can sleep in such a situation that weather is so damn hot..
no choice, I am so dizzy that time..
Then I suddenly heard my dad screaming.. and when I open my eyes, I wanna faint..
a motorcyclist ride his motor in the highway lane.. the fastest lane somemore..
then he suddenly fall down from his motor and rolling down for 50m..
Lucky there was no car speeding at that lane.. if not..@@
I told my dad: lucky i didn't drive the car, if not the fella already~~~

oh by the way, I sent my phone to repair yesterday..
Don't know when can get it back..
I miss my phone very muchie..
haih...
ok la, stop crapping here.. bye bye