Here I am~~
wake up at 8.30am..
my mum keeps saying that she is hungry..
so I ask her to heat up the drumstick and eat first..
but when I get myself everything done,
she forgot that she is heating the drumstick..
while we are on the way going to church,
she suddenly say that she forgot to switch the gas off..
@.@
then she says she open the max fire, dude, this is the worst part ever!
since I can run faster than my mom, so she just stay inside her car..
I have to go up by myself!!
When I step out from the lift, gosh!! The smell is so so heavy!
I quickly take off my shoes and run to the door..
I am praying hard, yeah, pretty hard!
when I push the door, my hand is shaking!
and I can see the smoke is all around the house..
I don't dare to step in, but if I don't step in, the whole block also gone..
*my mom some more shut all the windows and door tightly..*
after switch off the gas and open up all the windows and slide door,
I quickly run out from the house, I can't stand anymore..
not even a minute, cause I feel so hard to breathe..
when I get into my mom's car, my whole body no energy already..
my mom don't even understand how I feel, how scared I am,
only blaming me for asking her to heat the drumstick up.. =(
lucky my beg has a sweet, so I eat that to calm myself down..
when she reach home, then only she realize how serious and dangerous it is..
she says I am brave!! *applause please.. hehehe*
no more next time as I never get train before.. ask me to call guard wor..
guard also scared want and they will call firemen de la!
I tell you, wait until the firemen come, the house units all gone already loh..
haih..

After the church service,
mom brings me to pyramid to meet Yap Ning dear up..
we reach sunway already, but stuck for an hour only reach pyramid..
*whoa, I can't believe that I met two of my bestest friends in a week! XD *
then we buy some presents and some earrings for ourselves.. hehe
then shop until the gathering time, we call John and ask about the venue..
so, total got 23 lovely princes and princess join this gathering.. They are:

• John Lee
  
• Chee Jong
• Hong Zhao
• Corey
• Choon Yip
• Kok Wai
  
• Kai Yean
• Gui Yang
• Weng Fai
• Gee Hau
  
• Stephanie
• Li Shuang
• Chia May
• Eugene Lim
• San Ru
• Hui Yee
  
• See Shreen
• Kit Ying =)
• Xiao Li
• Jing Jia
  
• Soo Sien
• Yap Ning ^^
• ME
  

and for those people that I wish to meet them up, but they didn't turn up are:

• Kenneth
• Yee Feng
• Jia Bao
• Hui San
• Hui See
• Siew Ching
  

gather at around five something,
then they say wanna go Red box,
then don't know why, don't want Red box already, they go TGV.. zzz
making all of the girls so tired and say:
"you guys go and check the ticket, we will be waiting you guys here.."
hahaha XDD
then they choose the movie of "Yes Man!".. lol.. this is my second time watching it..
after the movie, we go cafe circle~~
~~to exchange present!! XDD
*I love present very much.. gg*
so since I got abit of unfair as my gor's present is special and expensive from others,
so I gave to him earlier in Red box that time, so he does!!
I love the present that he gave it to me very much, cause of his sincere!!
and gor, thanks for the movie fee and a bite of burger and the don't know what black pepper onion fish rice.. Dear say I eat 3 quarter from that dish.. =(
I love hanging out with them..
as everytime when we are having gathering, we won't bring our another partner along..
the gathering is just only us, 5P1 members.. =)

I leave early, erm, around 10.30pm..
but still, I reach home at 1 something..
tired, but I am happy with it.. =)
normally, the 5P1's gathering won't more than 10 people,
but this time, it's over 20 people some more.. =)

Conclusion of this year Christmas celebration:
firstly,I hang out almost the whole day with somebody special and I know he is very tired.. =)
secondly, as I said, I met two of my bestest friend in a week.. XD
thirdly, have such a wonderful gathering with all my ex-classmates.. ^^
fourthly, I received a watch from my youngest aunt today!! damn like it.. :D

so, this year is a wonderful and perfect Christmas season for me.. xD

While before I get into this topic, I wanna say a little bit about my darling Wen Shi.. She purposely went to UH and visit my mom.. so touch.. I know she won't read my blog but yea thanks for everything.. The only friend that can always hear my tears, can made me feel better after chatting with her.. Enjoy your holidays darling and will yum cha with you before you back to college.. Take care.. Muackss..

Received darling's sms that she could not join the Christmas eve's party on Christmas eve.. So, I went to the party with my mom.. zzz.. My mom keeps asking me to make up.. say what, after make up, will look more pretty and lady.. gek sei.. For those who know me well, you guys sure know that I dislike make up and I don't even know how to make up.. Ever since she keeps nagging there, so I forced to do the make up things.. Guess what she said after I finish the make up process? "How come your eyes look like kena punch want?" She said.. what wor, told ya I don't know how to make up already, you don't believe me only..

The party was okay, ended at 10.30pm.. The main purpose for the party is about the gospel drama.. nothing much actually.. Then my mom brought me to the other church for count down.. Reached the church at 11.40pm.. After the count down session, the church members started to give Christmas present.. oh my, oh my!! I got presents too!!! wuahahha... XDD When I took my phone out, the messages keep came in, I also don't know which one I should open first.. But the most surprising message is from Eugene.. how surprise is it? among those messages, he is the only wishes came from oversea.. =) Thanks for all the friends that wishes me though sms, msn and email as well.. wanna me to list out the names? I don't think I will, as "I rather keep them inside my heart.. hehe

I realized that it's already one something when my gor called me up.. no wonder I super duper tired.. when I reached home, I feel like wanna go to my lovely bed immediately.. but I still have to remove my make up from my face!! Hate it, hate it!! anyway, give me 10 minutes break then I will blog about my Christmas day!! see ya later.. =)

yeah, ever since I was so so tired for my own private stuffs, so I've decided to take one day freedom which was yesterday.. and I called somebody to accompany for the whole day.. yesterday, really really very tired.. but since I received the Christmas present that I wish to receive for this year Christmas, so making me really feel so happy the whole day, what tired also disappear immediately.. I do cherish this present very much, cause I know this would be the last present that I will receive from the person.. (If you are reading this post, I know you will say I am the one who decide it to be the last present, but I got my reasons.. If you wanna know it, do ask me personally..)

met him up at around 11.45am, then since he haven't ate anything yet.. so we decided to eat something first.. choose ar choose, at last we choose Korea BBQ plaza.. we ordered one economy beef set plus a side order bacon.. the so called e-c-o-n-o-m-y set made two of us full die.. After that, we shop shop for some clothes and shoes.. Then until we shop all the new wing, nothing for us to shop already, so I said I wanna watch the Jim Carrey's movie-Yes Man..


The movie is absolutely great.. I rate it 4 and the half stars.. It's hilarious.. Anyone haven't watch it yet, do let me know as I will join you guys and watch it again.. hehe Then after the movie, I met Christopher with his friend.. well, I will just say something that out of the topic for awhile.. yea, when I was reading your blog, I was wondering why are your friends all saying that you have a new girl friend and I know you are quite emo with those bullshit.. but when I saw you that time, to be honest, my thought was exactly same as them.. just THOUGHT but not the TRUTH!! better be more specification.. hehe why? come on la, is she is really his girlfriend, both of them sure will hold hands want what.. and I also know that he is now still under recovering from his broken heart.. Cheers la, will go yum cha with you one day, don't worry.. and don't forget my Christmas present.. *blek*

Then, I feel so sien while shopping in 1u, so I suggested to go the curve since so many people told me that the Christmas decoration not bad.. When I reached there, I think the decoration ok ok only lor.. nothing much to shop at there seriously.. so he brought me to Ikano.. whoa, the popular is really damn bigger than 1u.. then got a shop that selling instruments which besides the popular.. so we went in.. guess what I saw?! my dream piano!! oh my oh my!!! A WHITE KAWAI BABY GRAND PIANO~~~ XDD feel like wanna hug it and kiss the piano.. hehe

We stayed until 9pm.. When I get into the lrt, I started to feel so tired, energy all gone.. I know, I have to get back to the reality.. dream still dream, I still have to wake up.. and maybe if I wake up earlier, I won't feel so pain.. That's all for now.. take care Mr.Yes Man.. =) Will be back soon, so reader please be patient.. hehe


p/s: When I reach home, my mum welcoming me home.. hahaha (for only some people will understand this.. )

To: My dearest gor

actually I wanna write it down when I finish reading your another blog two weeks ago.. and yeah, you did asked me the same question before.. and I already told you the answer.. this post is actually wanna let you know more about yourself and I am telling myself at the same time as well..

I know that you keep yourself busy because you don't want to think of her when you have the free time.. you try your very best not to mentioning her name, you keep reminding yourself that you wanna let her go, not to think of her anymore and you did so many things just to forget about her.. I tell you, this will made you miss her even more, it will be so hard for you to let go of her..

Don't forget that our characteristic are almost the same.. When I was having hard time that time, I did all the things that you have been done.. Have not been chatting with him for almost two months.. I thought of I already can completely let go of him.. The question is, do you think that I can let go of him? He is no longer important to me? and the fact is, until now, I miss him so much, I need him so badly when I am down.. The memories between him and me, always appearing in my mind..

The only reason that I can't let go of him is because I DON'T WANT to let go, I DON'T WANT to forget him and all the memories that belongs to me and him.. From both of your blog, I know that, you actually still miss and love her very much.. and you are tired of waiting of her.. so do I, I got the same feelings that tiring of waiting! and I know I have to wake up from my dreams, back to reality.. It's hard for me to make the decision, but no matter how, I already got the last decision in my hand yesterday late night.. Just want you to take time and make clear what you actually want..

I will go for the gathering on 25th, as I wanna meet my dear up!!! =) so, I hope that on that day, I will be meeting up a new gor gor.. and hor, I will test test you about your feelings want, better have well prepared.. hehehe... all the best to you and looking forward to meet you.. XDD

Actually today the whole day, I don't feel like wanna update my blog.. But, until now I still could not feel any better.. and yea, it might be a long post also but I will cut it short..

After the incident (my mum's tenant), I already knew that my mum will changed cause my mum she can't get any frightening.. By days come, I already sense that something not good will be start happening.. then the incident at The Store, I won't talk much as it's already the past.. making me can't stand anymore, until I wanna go back to JB and have some good rest.. but because of some reasons, I've decided to stay until the holiday..

These days, my grandmom, uncle, and other church members did told me the same thing, my mum is getting serious lately.. (She got an illness, which I won't say it out also..) They all suggested me to send her to hospital.. but because of some reasons, I am still deciding about it..

until today, yeah, she sent a msg to bi..( which I won't say it out also, and I hope only few people will know about this ONLY).. After reading that message, I felt so sorry to bi.. and I know she had the hard feeling at that time.. But at the end, we all close this topic already.. So, after sending Jue Lin to LRT station, I immediately go UH and pick my mum.. When she gets into the car, she told me that she saw my secondary schoolmate.. After saying this, she started to mention about the message that she sent to bi.. and I calm myself down, trying to let her know that she should not sending these kind of message to a person.. I felt very hard to expain to her as she twist my words to other meaningful, making us have arguement again.. at time was 4.10pm..

Then, when we reached her office, she didn't even tell me that she goes canteen to eat.. So far, as I know, she have an urgent document to hand it to her office.. I waited for 15 minutes, then I think of since I am doing nothing in my mum's office and she didn't open the door ( I waited outsides her office), so I decided to go somewhere else which near my mum's office.. BUT! before I leaving her office, I made up a CALL to my mum!! I said: "MUM, I AM GOING TO SOMEWHERE ELSE, AND I WILL BE BACK BEFORE 5.30pm.." I DID INFORMED HER!!

*So bi, do you think that I can go dating within an hour or perhaprs it's less than an hour.. As I told you this morning, he is very tired with his own things, so I don't want any disturbing to him!
and I don't have any mood to enjoy the so call joke at that time.. I just hope that, next time(wish I HOPE no more next time), when can't contact me that time, please please don't ever think of I dating with him! don't ever relate any small small matter with him.. If really go dating, I will let you or Jue Lin know about it..*

After that, my dad came and fetch me from The Store again.. We have to rush back home as I still got tuition at night.. I am tired, really very very tired.. no one can understand how I feel at that moment.. I am like so hopeless.. I need support, need a trust from friends.. again, I am tired by mentally not physical!!

oops, sorry, Yvonne is just too tired.. =) these two weeks, I almost wanna broke already.. Let me list down how I spent for my lunch these days and on other things..

last week, I ate TGIF with Jue Lin..
*Salmon pasta and 7-up, it costs me RM 38*

few days ago, went Midvalley with Shelby, Jue Lin and other seniors..
Since I long time didn't eat at Mdm Kwan, so~~
I suggested to Ee Tuck that we chose Mdm Kwan for our lunch..
*Nasi Bojari and Hot Lemon Tea, it costs RM31*
After the meal, we went to buy a tie.. my first time choosing tie, so hahaha no comment..
*The tie is RM23.90.. *
By the way, Samuel who is the driver fetching us there..
Then the radio playing the Akon-right now twice..
"I wanna make up right now now now"
he changed to "I wanna **** ****(18 sx) right now now now..
issh, what an awesome song let him change until so cacated.. zzz
Then I requested him to change to 105.7 ( cause that time sure playing alot of classical song)
guess what he say?
hmmpttt...
"this channel is not for a human to listen want loe.."
I was like~~ What oo, I am not human oo...T.T

Yesterday, went Pyramid with Shelby, Jue Lin, and other seniors..
my first time eating at such a high class restaurant..
SENJYU SUSHI~~~
once I open the menu, I was stunned, don't understand at all..
looked at the price in detail, you can fainted already..
then I rather choose a set meal which has a picture and the price is reasonable..
so me, Jue Lin and Chin Hon ordered a RM39.90 Unagi Oishi Zen set..
The whole table is full of our foods..
Shelby and Samuel were looking us to enjoy our food.. nyhahaha. =p
*the total of the bill ( my part only) is RM 46..*

Seriously, I never spent so much money for eating before.. this is my time and hope is the last time also.. unless got people willing to treat me .. hehehe

this morning, wake up at 7.30am..
going to see a doctor at Imbi KL there..
when I reach there, whoa~~
so many patients already waited there..
the clinic open at 9am but that time only 8.30am..
they all queue up outsides the clinic..
Issh.. normally, we will seeing this scene when people are getting free gifts or meeting their idol.
but now, pay also need to queue up so long! not cheap de wei, hundred hundred counted want.
I got number 14... zzz
so, go eat some breakfast since still got so many time..
then I waited for almost an hour only reach my turn..
while waiting there, I heard the reception girl talking on phone:
"If you wanna make an appointment, please call earlier la, today is saturday leh, booking now all FULL already.. The first call I received by today is at 6am.."
WAT??!! 6 am? I am still sleeping leh..
another patient says: "7.30am I already waited outside the clinic.."
I wake up at 7.30am but you are already waiting there..
zzzzzzz...
but this doctor is really very good..
*I paid RM185 for the consultation and on other things*

nah, I lazy to sum up all the money that I spent.. but one more thing, after having those delicious foods, I feel so so sleepy.. and yea, von von is going to become ~~~





















pls: If you guys are interested with the Senjyu Sushi, you guys may CLICK HERE... didn't take many photos cause we were all too hungry already.. hehe

went to one utama last friday.. Wow, 1u really changed alot, erm, should say only for new wing LG floor.. =) Then, their decoration for Christmas really made me feel so warm.. wish someone was there with me.. =p this morning went to church.. they already started to sing Christmas song.. which is the reason why I am here.. so basically, today's post is nothing special, just some Christmas presents that I wish to receive.. XD



ok la, I am not greedy.. these are all the presents that I hope to get it.. *smile evilly* whoa, after the calculation, now only I realize I need to buy so many pressies for my friends.. This month sure broke already..never mind la, it's once a year.. =)

Recently, many many things made me so frustrated..
made me don't feel like staying at home..
I wanna get out from my house doesn't mean I am avoiding the problems..
I wanna get out to relax my mind, making my mind clear to solve the problems..
If not, you guys have to visit me at Tanjung Rambutan..

Wasn't feeling so well yesterday..
(but still can see me online until very late?)
have to thanks to Adobe la..
keep hanging all my applications..
until I can't stand anymore, so I went to sleep..

Today, dad is going to Klang to do his stuff..
Mummy have to go for her checkup..
but when I wake up, mum already left home and I don't want to stay at home alone..
So, I follow my dad out..
I can sleep in such a situation that weather is so damn hot..
no choice, I am so dizzy that time..
Then I suddenly heard my dad screaming.. and when I open my eyes, I wanna faint..
a motorcyclist ride his motor in the highway lane.. the fastest lane somemore..
then he suddenly fall down from his motor and rolling down for 50m..
Lucky there was no car speeding at that lane.. if not..@@
I told my dad: lucky i didn't drive the car, if not the fella already~~~

oh by the way, I sent my phone to repair yesterday..
Don't know when can get it back..
I miss my phone very muchie..
haih...
ok la, stop crapping here.. bye bye

was kinda stressed up with many things recently.. making my temper become so bad lately, so if I have any bad manner to you guys, I am so so sorry.. What am I doing lately? Well, I am trying my best to deal up with Visual Basic 9.. Don't know why VB9 hates me so much, making me so sad, keep redo again and again.. Then, have to learn the flash, and other software for my multimedia assignment..I bought a Adobe Design Premium CS3 yesterday, but I can't install in my mac as it written: the disc is corrupted or not recognize.. sien.. zzz Then other things like have to solve my mum's tenant since the agreement is due at the end of November which is tomorrow..

yesterday I didn't slept well.. haih.. then this morning wake up at 6 something, but I closed my eyes and rest until 8am.. After that, me, my mum and dad went to my mum's house which located at Serdang Raya to deal the problem with the tenant.. We waited the tenant at the downstairs restaurant.. my mum and the tenant raised up many problems which making my mum increasing her voice volume, everyone was looking at us.. my grandmum called me that time so I went to pick up her phone at the more quiet place.. After finished talking with my grandmum, I went back to the restaurant.. My mum and the tenant left the restaurant already and I don't know where they went.. 2 minutes later, me and dad heard my mum was screaming from her house.. That time, the guard was walking towards us.. Dad pressed the lift button, but it's so damn slow and the lift was at 15th floor.. Then I said: don't wasting time, go by the stairs.. Three of us ran though the stairs.. I quickly went inside the house and I saw my mum almost wanna fainted.. I starred at the fella and his friend and my dad was scolding to the stupid fella's friend..

Dad: this is the matter between landlady and the tenant.. I want you to get out now!
Fella's friend: no, actually.....
Dad: I said GET OUTT!!
Fella's friend: well, we were.....
Dad: I said STOP STAYING IN THE HOUSE!! AND GEEEEET OUUUUTTTT NOWW!!
*he went out quietly*

I was trying to say something and made my mum to feel better.. The stupid fella was mentioning what happened just now with my dad outside.. and my mum was telling me what's happening.. See, usually when this kind of thing happened, sure got two different versions.. but I choose to trust my mum.. I bet he never think of my mum will have this action, so he was shocked at that time! Come la, try to mess up with my mum and see what will happen.. If anything happened to my mum, you will never ever continue your study in Malaysia.. I won't let go of you!! now, everything had settled down, so past already, and better don't made me meet this guy anymore!

okay, let's change topic.. After finished my lunch, I saw an advertisement from the newspaper.. The advertisement is about MAC.. haha...

























I like the design very much.. Since I am lazy to introduce the features here but if you guys are interested which I think not many people do, you may go here for the more information.. So yeah, my next target is 13-inch Macbook.. the price is Rm3699 and I can get the price which lower than the marketing.. xD

Oh ya, almost forgot.. Tonight APIIT will be having the AYG-Annual Year Gathering which also known as Prom Night.. I wanna go for it but I don't have a partner la and also a nice prom dress.. hehe.. My last prom night that I went was 2 years ago.. Lucky you guys don't know me at that time, if not, you guys will laugh until rolling on the floor and say I am having such a bad taste.. xD but now, my taste improved alot already.. ^^ Hopefully next year I will find a partner la.. *wink wink*

aww... mentioning until partner, now I suddenly missing pussy copy cat so badly.. and I know he is having his dinner with his parents outsides.. yesterday I had a bad dream about him and someone.. haih.. making me feel so upset.. don't know why will had this kind of dream.. Hope he will online soon as I wanna tell the dream to him.. miss him so much... =(

I heard this Christmas song came out from a shop few days ago.. Actually, this post supposing to appear in some people's blog, but at last I feel that hmm, is better for me to write those presents that I wanna receive on the Christmas day rather than this.. xD (you know what to do la... *wink wink*)

So, what do you think when someone mentioning Christmas to you? Is it public holiday or Party? Santa Claus? Present? How much do you actually know the exact meaning of Christmas? See, 25th of December is not the birth of Jesus.. According to the bible, from the old and new Testament, they didn't mention that Jesus Christ was born on 25th of Dec.. BUT why, so many websites or books are saying that Christmas Day is to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ? Pastor told me this real history before.. Unfortunately I forgot already, so hehe, I will write the real story when I ask my Pastor.. =)

I love Christmas.. not because I will receive many presents.. Is because of the feelings that I am with my beloved family and some church members.. I love celebrate Christmas than any other festivals or seasons.. =)

What are the presents that I wish to receive for this Christmas?



Wrong wrong wrong.. the present that I wish to receive is: oops, secret! hehe.. I am now looking forward to the Christmas Day.. xD

Actually, I don't have any mood to update my blog today.. but I just got a bad news making me feel so bad.. Still remember in my previous blog, I did mentioned about I have a student's mum, his mum was having a cancer and it's already at the final stage.. Yeah, I just know that his mum passed away last Saturday.. I am so surprised! Before she went for the medical checkup, I did chatting with her about her children studies level. When she knew she had the cancer, the doctor said she can live at least a year if she continue doing the treatment, but now~~~

From this family, I can see how a dad takes his responsibilities, love his children, her wife.. no matter how suffering he is, he never release his anger to his children, he never give up, he did ALL the responsibilities by his OWN! He cherish every moment that he could with his wife.. He shows how much his love to his wife.. Seriously, I am very admire for his mentally and attitude..

God has his plan why he wanna takes his wife earlier.. My mum gave him a lot of CDs and VCDs about the gospel, but still, can't save her soul.. =( Life is short, really.. and we can't predict our future.. Well, actually, the important of living ain't because of how long you can live, is because of how meaningful is your life..

Because of this case, I suddenly realize that I am actually avoiding something.. yeah.. no matter how, I don't want to made myself regret! maybe it's not worth but still, as I promised I won't hide anything from him.. ok, I don't have any mood to continue writing, but before I log out, I have to say: Dudes, please, please cherish EVERYONE that you love and even hate, cherish the moment that you spend with your family, friends, classmates and lover.. God Bless!

Well well well, today's story is all about, emm~~


7.30am reached college, doing nothing and waited until 8.30am only went in to classroom.. Actually got one embarrassing thing happened after I reached college. After I took a newspaper and sat down at the table in front of the guard table, then I started to read it. Once I finished reading it, I felt so lazy to carry this newspaper (eventhough it's very light hehe..) so I decided to put the newspaper back. I was standing in front of the shelf, looking at the shelf and think of: eh, I wanna take one more newspaper or put back this? and my standing position was actually blocking others to take the newspaper.. Here comes a handsome and cute guy standing besides me and looking at me.. I bet he is thinking: this girl wanna take or put the newspaper back want de.. Then I put the newspaper back and looking at him.. He laughed at me and I said: sorry la, I haven't wake up yet.. zzz I wished there is a hole and I can jump inside..

Once I stepped into the classroom, fuyoh~~ Miracle happened!! SAMUEL TAN is the first person who stepped into the classroom.. O_O he somemore sit at the first row.. WOW!! Let's see this miracle can stand for how long... xD Sooner, Mrs Kwan came in.. Her expression~~ Aiks.. Still remember me as a very talkative girl.. =( But somebody is more pitier than me.. keke After her lesson, me, Shelby, Ee Tuck, Samuel, Chin Hong, Kah Kiat and Kit Wai ate our lunch at Sri Petaling near The Store.. Shelby fetched me, Ee Tuck and Kit Wai for the lunch.. After the lunch we decided to play bowling at Bukit Jalil Club House.. So, Shelby went back home and took two pairs of socks.. eeheehee, somebody don't know how to park her car... But at last, we didn't play the bowling cause they only open starting from 12pm, so we decided to head back to college.. ok, about Shelby's driving skills, I don't have any comment, if wanna know it, go and ask Kit Wai and Ee Tuck.. *phew, lucky I am still here to update my blog =p*

Next, is multimedia tutorial class... zzz I felt myself was attending kinder garden class, lecturer taught us how to coloring by using Photoshop... nothing much, then my mum came and fetch me back.. *awww, how sweet she is as she purposely come and fetch me.. I love die you mummy, muacksss~~* Then when we on the way going back home, she told me that her love stories and I told her mine too.. My mum said I really love someone so deeply until she so ~~~ lol each time, me and my mum exchange our love stories, our conversation sure non stop and no quarreling.. Girl ma, no choice...

So yeah, basically, today is just a very normal day to me.. But now I feel so exhausting.. Ok la, I will stop here.. Tada~~

Since I am so boring now and feel like wanna updating my blog BUT I don't know what to update, so I've decided to complete ALL the tags that I have owed them so long ago.. here we go...





1.What's your most favourite colour?
- green

2. Who is the most important to you?
- my family and God

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- never as I love myself so much.. xD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I don't have enough confidence unless someone who is so generous can give me his/hers ;p

5. How many children you want?
- 4-6?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- yes, and it gives me hopes

7. What is your goal for this year?
- get a good results in my studies

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yeah, the eternity love I got from my mummy and God

9. The first person who comes into your mind now.
- nobody XD

10.What are you really afraid of?
- starting a new relationship.. unless ahem~ can give me back the secure that I lost it

11.What is your bad habit?
- sleep? xD no confidence?

12. Do u hv a secret crush?
- yeah, I do have..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- definitely I do

14. What does flying means to you?
- ermm, freedom

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- I don't know.. so many things happened to me these days..

16. Are you single/relationship?
- single.. sob sob.. nobody want me.. T.T

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- he is SO so SO so UNFAIR...

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- drinking red wine, chatting with those people that I can trust on

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- no idea..

20.What u wish to do 4 this few years?
- completing my degree course and find a job..

*I don't feel like tagging anyone for this tag =) *




1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- listen his explaination first.. then only decide what to do...

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- only a arr? but I got so many dreams and all of them are very important.. =)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Yaw Kwan.. >.<

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I will buy all Yaw Kwan's properties

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- It's hard to say.. I never and haven't fall yet.. xD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I don't know... have to ask someone whether he is ready or not... =p

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- since it's like, I will let go and find others but if is love, is diffenrent case..

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- hehe.. my aunt

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
- If I still contacting with him, I will..

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- adorable and young von von.. ^^

12. What's your fear?
- speaking in tongue, starting in a new relationship

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- UNFAIR >.<

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- I want married and rich can arr? xD

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- breathing of course then only go brush my teeth.. *wink wink*

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I will pick myself...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- forgive yes, but forget unless I don't remember anything (even my name)

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- no idea..

20.List 5 people to tag
-again.. I don't feel like tagging anyone.. XD



5 things found in my bag.
- tissue, purse, comb, handphone, spec case

5 things found in my wallet.
- cash, IC, driving license, ATM cards, membership cards

5 things found in my room.
- bed, books, aircond, dolls, cupboard

5 things i've always wanted to do.
- travel, completing my piano course, learn dancing, be a shopaholic, SLEEP *blek*

List out the 4 presents u wish for.
- digital camera, car, PDA phone, a laptop

The person who tagged u was
- Yaw Kwan

The 5 impressions of the most memorable thing she/he has done to you
- I can't think of any memorable impressions except UNFAIR...

If she/he becomes your lover,
-pui pui hates die me.. =p

If she/he becomes your enemy,
- I will eat him up...




I was tagged by:
>baobei yee feng
I tag: (hehe..)
>Yaw Kwan (tagged me until so shocked la.. )
>Jiahao
>Joey
>Chin Han
>Chee Hoe


1st : What's your name?
> yvonne chew aka yi wen
2nd : How old are you?
>19
3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?
>handphone~laptop~TV
4th : Are you amazing?
>yeaah, I am..
5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
>sony ericsson
6th : What colour is your phone?
>white and lime green
7th : Have you slept in school before?
>yea... keke
8th : How long are you online in one day?
>it's depends actually, but usually is 6-7 hours
9th : How would you describe yourself?
>crazy? like to smile?
10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
>zzz.. no specific
11th : Which teacher do you like?
>my year 5 class teacher
12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
>EVERYONE ^^
13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
>If I say no one, sure no people will believe.. no aiming but waiting, yeahh.. =)
14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
>I don't have any sibling
15th : How do you rate your sibling?
>zzz.. no sibling how to rate oo..
16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?
>ok, I will count myself in as the sibling category, and I am gorgeous.. HAHAHA
17th : Do you judge people?
>when the person made me angry until the max, I WILL..
18th : Do you run?
>zzz.. I can fly too..
19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
>yes.. don't know wanna find which victims.. *wink wink*
20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
>my dad
21st : What's 2 + 2?
>perfect match..
22nd : Who's your idol?
>Sharon? haha
23rd : Are you a monster?
>please la, I am a human ok..
24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
>when I was still a kid
25th : What was the last movie you watched?
>Madagascar Escape 2.. laugh die me.. XD
26th : What do you think about your English?
>never try, never know..
27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
>belum cuba, belum tau..
28th : Who do you hate?
>no one..
29th : Do you love yourself?
>I love myself more than anyone.. xD
30th : Blurt out 5 random words
>I am so tired now

*phew, I have finally done my blog.. Can you believe that I used 1hour 45minutes to done it? *

Tomorrow is going to start my class.. So, for this semester, my timetable consider tight for me to arrange my tuition.. haih..




Welcome TPD2F0811DBT... =)

ok.. since Bibi said the post that she wanna update, don't know why let blogger automatically deleted, so here I am to update the post about my love to HIM.. (The reason that you written too little already la, so blogger don't like it and help you to delete it, rewrite.. blek)

*Press ctrl+A and it's easier for you to read. xD*

1. because he is cute..
2. because he is being nice to me..
3. because he is loving..
4. because he is hilarious..
5. because he is caring..
6. because he is a guy..
7. because he give me the feeling of secure..
8. because he is always there for me when I need him..
9. because he has a warmly arm to hug me..
10. because he has a sexy voice..
11. because he is gentle..
12. because he makes me feel that I am the most pretty angel..
13. because he makes me happy..
14. because he looks great when he is serious..
15. because he is smart..
16. because he got tummy..
17. because I love his eyes..
18. because I love his nose..
19. because I love his ears..
20. because I love his body shape..
21. because he always give me the best..
22. because sometimes he is a crazy..
23. because he never let me worry about him..
24. because he taken good care of me..
25. because his smile attracted me..
26. because of his sincere..
27. because I am priority for him..
28. because he is hardworking..
29. because he is a high expectation guy..
30. because of his independence..
31. because he is special to me..
32. because he is a sweet guy..
33. because he is a shy guy..
34. because he won't flirt..
35. because he don't drink..
36. because he don't smoke..
37. because he loves me..
38. because he is who he is..
39. because I love him..
40. because love is blind..
41. because love is in the air..
42. because of his hobbies..
43. because he is generous..
44. because he is a human..
45. because he makes me feel that I am always a baby..
46. because he always support me..
47. because he is the best boyfriend ever and ever..
48. because he is friendly..
49. because he is kind..
50. because love a guy have to love all his good and bad things..

*my brain is stuck.. will continue when I find out more reasons from him*

good nite dudes...

THE SELF

[01] Name: Yvonne Chew
[02] Nickname: von, vonney, girl
[03] Married: nope
[04] Zodiac Sign: Cancer
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: Catholic High School, PJ (CHS)
[08] University: APIIT/UCTI
[09] Height: above 160cm and below 165cm
[10] Weight: secret
[11] Do you like yourself: definitely I do
[12] Piercings: yes
[13] Right or left: =)
[14] Are you a freak: kinda.. haha xD
[15] Hair: long hair with highlight
[16] Skin: light brown...
[17] Allergic: yes
[18] What are you doing now: to complete this duper long tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: eat dinner
[20] What will you do 10 years later: open a business with my best friend =)

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: mother ONLY
[22] Siblings(included you): one aka 1 ONLY
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: ME
[25] Love/hate your family: love of cause

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: maybe he is..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: I will release when it's the right time..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: no idea..
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): keke.. yes
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): yes
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no one is perfect
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: S.K.I.P this
[34] Ever argue with your other half: definitely yes
[35] You with your other half since: i haven't give him my answer.. xD
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: no comment
[37] Reasons you love your other half: love is blind, just love, no reason why
[38] You and your other half in which stage: zzz... next question
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: he woo me..
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: NEXT NEXT!!

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Phyllis Low Wen Shi (my bestest friend ever! xD )
[42] Your first enemy: nope
[43] The friend you love the most: Choon Yap Ning cause she is my second betest friend.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): no enemy how to hate.. Isssh
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: be fair.. everyone =)
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: have to be fair again, everyone =)
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: doesn't not respect people and don't have inner behavior..
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: flirt
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: never
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[51] If your friend backstab you: no idea
[52] If your friend betray you: tried before, but I still forgive her
[53] If your friend woo your lover: if me and him already together, I won't let him go BUT if haven't perhaps I will give my friend..
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: still friend
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: don't know.. haven't fall yet.. haha

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: not at all..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: assignments yea.. homework is depends
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: my year 5 class teacher
[59] Always late to school/college: seldom
[60] Your class: TPD2F0811-DBT
[61] You love your seniors: they are so cute, yeaaah
[62] Senior who you love the most: be fair.. same
[63] Your classmates good/bad: GOOD xD
[64] Excellent result classmate: Alicia, Shelby
[65] Laziest classmate: no one is lazy

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: Choon Yap Ning
[67] Stupid people: no one is stupid
[68] Good looking people: as long as you have eyes, nose, ears, mouth and teeth
[69] Ugly people: no one is ugly
[70] Funny people: Tan Jun Meng
[71] Cute people: the answer is same as number [68]
[72] Bad people: ...
[73] Honest people: zzz
[74] Acting people: I hate this tag
[75] You are what kind of people: I dislike to describe myself, you judge on me!

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: lips?
[77] Hugs or kisses: depends
[78] Shorter or taller: taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
[81] Listener or talker: be a good listener
[82] Romantic or rich: haha.. both
[83] Good wife or Good mother: both =)

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: no idea
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 4-6?
[86] Career: be a BOSS
[87] Salary: more than 10k
[88] Retirement age: next
[89] Properties value: ...
[90] Wishes: All the best to SPM and STPM candidates.. me and my mum have a good health

THE TAGS (optional, dun wanna make my frens suffer)
[91] Chee Jong
[92] Kit Ying

These days, I online until very late because of being a listener and adviser of LOVE... Sien lo... wondering how come lately so many of them are facing problems in their relationship.. Wanna break up, but can't let go of her at last; don't want to break up, the problems still there !

Yesterday, someone came and chat with me.. (If you read my previous blog, you will know who is the someone) All these while, I thought of: eh, since he treated you like a stranger, I also have to treat him like a stranger.. If he say hi in msn, ask him who are you and so on.. but yesterday, when I saw his message, I didn't did like what I thought! He apologized to me again, which I think he still do not know that I don't want his apologies anymore.. He wanna know how's my life lately, and my answer to him is just: good! didn't answer more than that.. He tried to find topic to talk, which I don't feel like wanna type more than a word to him.. But since he is being friendly, so at last I chat with him.. He asked me out, but I rejected him indirectly... Frankly speaking, I didn't feel any happy when I saw his message or chat with him.. and I know, I've forgive him, accepted him back just a normal friend.. ^^

When I am counseling my friends, I am thinking of : love, making them suffering so much! which I got this suffering before... but I was turning all the suffering into eating and practices my NS and QMS exercises.. So, I got As for both of this module, I have to thank him also.. I just wish all my friends to enjoy love not to suffer it! Before I end, I will give a quote to my friends who are facing problems in their relationship:

Today is the last day of October in year 2008.. I AM SO ~~~



My mum's car got an accident this morning! She bang her car toward the parking wall.. Need to find extra money to repair her car. My face immediately became black colour. I was so frustrated at that moment.. Then, went to pay the maintenance with this kind of mood.. After paying it, called some church's members for help.. Then waited until 11.45am, after Uncle Adam checked the whole engine, he fetched us down to the nearest workshop and asked them to go and checked what's the problem.. The guy asked us to drive slowly to the workshop and have to trouble Uncle Adam to fetch us back.. Thanks a lot, uncle Adam!

Maybe recently, didn't have enough sleep plus so many things happened.. I am getting so hot temper.. better stay away and have a mile of distance from me! The kindergarten students were doing a bit wrong, I started to use my cane(scared them only, wouldn't beat them anyway) and raised up my voice.. They scared until forgot how to write capital t and l.. making me more angry and scolded them again.. My grandmother keep saying:" Don't yell la, tomorrow you sure lost your voice and will having sore throat! Teach them slowly la"

Result had released two days ago.. One word: WORST! My result didn't hit my target.. and I have to decide weather I wanna stay at APIIT or change college.. If I continuing in APIIT, what course I should take! DAMN!! God, please lead me.. I am going to mad..

There are too many things which consider as privacy, making me stressed like hell.. Adding on my own problems, I am going to CRAZY!! Wanna release in my blog, don't know is my laptop problem or streamyx problem, the websites are loading so damn slow, type words also appearing on the screen so slow, MSN messenger keep hanging until making all my browsers and files hang also.. Making me wanna throw my laptop away!

I am using "A broken and hurt soul" as my MSN display name.. But after reading somebody's blog, I've decided to write this out.. I think this title is most suit to his feelings..

I knew this guy very long time ago, since I was in Form 1.. But, I dislike him alot( sorry, just straight forward) cause he gave me quite a bad impression.. He is being so arrogant about his exam's result.. (That was what I think at that time, but when I know him better, he is not that guy.. xD) Because of him, I quarreled with one of prefect friend.. That's why I seldom talk to him..

When you know him better, you will realize he is a nice friend to be... Being helpful, sporty and nice to bully.. So considerate, I was having same class with him in form 5.. I also don't know how both of us getting so close.. and here come a lot of secrets which I wouldn't written down here.. He will know what's the secret.. For me, I wouldn't forget that in my life cause I hurt him so deeply.. Although is a past, but my reactions against him are so cruel.. I will receive his call and sms every night, he cares about me, but I treated him so badly.. He knew I scared going to NS, every Saturday, when I got back my cellphone and switch it on, his phone number sure will appears in my phone's screen.. not one time, not two times, is at least 5 times.. HE will try calling again and again until I pick up his call.. Every Saturday, I would not miss his call until I ended my training.. So touch, but still no feelings to him..

He really did a lot of things for me.. For me, he is a very very important friend in my life.. He is facing some problems now.. I don't want him to be sad for so long.. I know exactly how he feels now.. I know he needs time.. Life still going on no matter what happened.. Be strong, and I will try my best to make you happy when I hang out with you.. When you are sad, your friends surrounding you will feel sad cause they love you.. Cheers up! We all will support you and always be your side..

Exam coming soon right? Put away your sadness and concentrate on your studies!! I want you to get a flying colour results and show it to me.. because I believe you can do it! Best of luck in your exam.. I sincerely hope that next time when I see you, the laughter, the smile that you gave me are from your heart!! not to entertain me!! Take good care of yourself..

Just came back from Genting, so damn tired... Well, actually, going to Genting is a very last minutes plan, my mum said:" no need to pack, we go there for one day only!" FINE!! but still, I pack my personal things secretly...

Wow, so many shocked things happened.. This is my first time driving to Genting. There was no guy inside the car. My grandmum prepared some fried rice and fried mee hoon. When I reached Theme Park Hotel, I said:" We have to stop here, I am so dizzy." Then I ate the lunch that my grandmum had prepared. After that, continue to drive to First World Hotel.

When we arrived there, we went shopping at the second floor. We shop until half way, she said she's hungry, wanna eat something... sweat... Then, we decided to choose something, which the price is reasonable and the quality is good. We went inside a Chinese Food Stall.. FUYOI!! The Bah Kut Teh smell so damn nice.. They have ginseng, claypot, and abalone bah kut teh.. I told my mum:" Mum, I wanna order abalone Bah Kut Teh then we share share ok? " My mum agreed..



Since the price is over our budget, then we ordered Claypot Bah Kut Teh.. RM 32.80 for two person; RM 2 for each rice; Rm3.30 for the "yao za kuey"..




Three of us full until cannot move already.. But we still have to go for a walk, if not got tummy already then not so good loh.. So we continue our window shopping.. Genting's weather not that shocked! So~~~






It's around 6 something when we came out from snow world.. The sky is getting darker.. My mum worried that I can't handle to get down from the hill since it's going to dark.. So she went to book a room.. *lucky I didn't listen what she said at first.. haha* After bringing my things into the room, my mum want me to ready myself, she will bring me in to Star World Casino (The new Casino).. What??! I didn't bring my makeup things here.. I kept changing my clothes until my grandmum said:" ok, you now look like 21 years old." Before entering the Casino, my mum want me to act nature, don't be too nervous..

I did actually like my mum told me when I saw the police.. Who know, at last, the police stopped me..

Police: Cik, boleh tengok IC tak?
Me: IC? Saya tinggal di dalam hotel. Macam mana sekarang?
Police: *he looked at my mum and my grandmum, then turn to me again* Berapakah umur kamu sekarang?
Me: Dua puluh satu..
Police: * he looked at me from my head to my leg and from my leg to my head*
Me: *Then I started to sweat, trying to find some solutions.. But my brain was totally stucked! I could only gave him a very sweet smile to him*
Police: *he looked at my smile, and smile back to me* masuklah!
Me: *phew, my legs were shaking, you know*

Well, he actually knew that I am under age.. But I am lucky I met him, such a kind people.. My mum went to replace her World Card and register a yellow card. My grandmum sponsored RM10 for us to play Jackpot. But both of them really made me speechless.. They don't know how to play, but they still simply press the buttons, making us loss until RM 1 something, then I earned back to RM2 and asked them STOP PRESSING THE BUTTONS ANYMORE!! We loss RM8 then quickly get out from the Casino..

1. what's the relationship of you and her/him ?
~Chee Jong- my gor gor
Yaw Kwan- friend

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?
~Chee Jong: -hardworking -brave -helpful -sporting -stingy (bluek)
Yaw Kwan: -loyal -helpful -hardworking -smart -talkative (lalala~~~)

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you
~Chee Jong: *oops, secret* =p
Yaw Kwan: there is always a better guy waiting for you

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
~Chee Jong: *hehe... secret again... *
Yaw Kwan: When I was down, he fetched me out for mamak even though he was sick..

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
~Chee Jong: hahaha, no comment on this..
Yaw Kwan: will rap up by pui pui... =p

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
~Chee Jong: less one people to fight on..
Yaw Kwan: no people fetch me out to mamak..

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
~Chee Jong: too many... lazy to list out..
Yaw Kwan: nothing

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
~Chee Jong: would not happen
Yaw Kwan: If I fall in love to pui pui... =p

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?
~Chee Jong: treat me BBQ Plaza
Yaw Kwan: TONY ROMA xD

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
~Chee Jong: a nice gor gor
Yaw Kwan: a nice friend to be

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
~crazy, talkative, always FFK

12. The character of you for yourself is ?
~no idea, I also don't know what kind of character I have..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
~not enough confidence? too easy to believe on other people?

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?
~not too good and too bad for my outer and inner...

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
~thanks for caring and always be my side whenever I was down. I will cherish each of you every day. minutes and seconds..

Ten people to tag
1.Yee Feng
2.Shelby
3.Zheng Kang
4.Hui See
5.Corey
6.Shu Ying
7.Kok Wai
8.Sheng You
9.Kit Ying
10.Ivy Loh

who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
~LOL! SHEBLY arr... mentally is HIM lo... xD

no.3 is a male or female ?
~male

if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?
~both of them knew each other since form 1.. not bad.. haha

no.5 and no.8 ?
~impossible... they are not gay...

what is no.1 studying about?
~form 6

is no.4 single ?
~not sure wor... but I think she has alot of admirer.. =p

say something about no.6 ?
~a sweet girl, helpful, sporting, responsible, good in art and design and hardworking... Unfortunately, she is no longer available.. =)

I am sure you guys were doubting why am I suddenly deleted my previous blog and open a new one.The answer is because: I am a lousy user to blogger la. Wanna change template at first, change and change, change and change until deleted my blog already.

Since my mum doesn't like the princess theme and linkie, so I changed them together. Well, actually the theme that I am using now, is not what I have chosen at first. But after uploading the template, I felt that I am getting boring with that skin, so I uploaded another template which is: unravel mystery of life. Then I found out that the fonts are damn small, me myself also can't stand it. So at last, I choose this skin.

Oh ya, also don't forget to thanks Shelby and Ken Wai for the coding. Shelby delaying to update her blog because of my coding. *So Bi, now you don't have any excuse for updating your blog already since I have done... xD* Another person is Ken Wai. Keep disturbing him when he is watching Hong Kong drama.. haha and he asks: Why everytime when I am watching drama you need my help want... lol Thanks alot to this two person..

Don't worry dudes, I wouldn't change my blog link anymore.. =) Will update frequently since I owed so many of tagged... So, stay tune!! xD